\[remorse\]

This is the most embarrassing thing I've ever done in my life. And what's worse is that I probably made people extremely uncomfortable in the process. I masturbated nearly every day when my roommate was in the room either asleep or attention focused somewhere else. I tried to be as quiet as I could, tried not to make noise with the sheets or with my mouth. It wasn't until later in the year when I found out that I wasn't being as discreet or quiet as I thought I was being. I felt disgusting and still do. Nobody confronted me or reported me. Even more so, I was on good terms with my roommate for the whole year. We told stories and such and such. Eventually, I got it in my head that people just didn't care. But when I took a look online, I realized that people have had roommates that have done the same and people saw it as extremely inappropriate. I mentally slap myself for thinking I was being discreet (because I had my computer with me) and I slap myself harder for not thinking logically at all. I asked my roommate if I "made any noise" or "tossed and turned" in the morning or night, and he always said no. I never did it again after my realization, but I still feel gross and disgusting over the fact that I likely made people uncomfortable.