I went on a date for the first time with a guy who I honestly thought would be the perfect person for me. We had been talking for a while and had a great connection. But all night he kept trying to push me to do things for him until he forced me to make out with him by trapping me in a hug. I told him I didn’t want to do anything beyond a friendly hug and that I wanted him to let me go. He refused and squeezed me so tight that I literally have bruises on my ribs on where he held me. After I stood there and stopped fighting he just kept kissing me on my face and my neck and still wouldn’t let me go until he rubbed his boner on me.

However, despite how bad I felt and the fact that I literally cried in my car for a half hour. I still feel like I should see him again and that I am over reacting because I don’t think I’ll ever be able to find another man that actually wants me.