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I was raped by several family members from the time I was 8-years old until the time I was 15-years old. I’m now a 23-year old man who can’t cope.

Posted Nov 27, 2018 08:11 by anonymous
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  • Commented Jun 3, 2019 15:27 by anonymous

    Im 20 now but when I was 7 my uncle made me suck him and he would get me off my mom and I lived in his house when I was 13 I told my grandpa about it he wanted to know everything he told me that because it’s been going on for years I must like doing it. And my grandpa started having sex with me too but he fucks me.

    I moved out of my moms so I Don’t see them anymore and I have a boy friend he is 39 he is good to me and I’m crazy about him. I have not told him about what my uncle and grandpa have been doing to me. My grandpa has called me and said he misses me and loves. My uncle has not called me or anything and that upsets me

  • Commented Jun 3, 2019 15:29 by anonymous

    Gay fucks

  • Commented Jun 4, 2019 03:28 by anonymous

    My older brother started having sex with me when I was 9 and he was 15 we shared the same bedroom first it was him sucking me then me sucking him then by the time I was 14 and he was 20 he was fucking me it was how it was it was what we did I’m 40 he is 45 and he still fucks me one time a week we have been doing it for so long I don’t think we could stop

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:30 by anonymous

    I first got ass fucked when I was 12 and that first summer, my friend and I did each other countless times. Sometimes twice a day. I think I spent every dollar of my lawn mowing income on fleet enemas. By the end of the summer, I was shitting 4, 5 and six times per day. And taking enemas twice per day. Coupling that with twice per day fuck sessions, you can imagine how chafed my ass hole stayed. By the time school started, I couldn't hold my stools and had.to excuse myself from every.class and let the shit ooze out. I stopped drinking water, thinking that would help but I kept in oozing right up to the first 6-weeks tests. I failed two and squeezed by on the other three. When my parents came down.I'm me is when.I confided with my mother that I couldn't keep from shitting.
    She took me to an ass Doctor, a Proctoligest (sp). He said: " you have been taking it in the ass, haven't you"? I will never forget those words. What could I say but meekly replying yes. He said "not to worry, we can.fix that. I get 3 or 4 of these per month.
    Well, he fixed me up, allright. But now, what used to be a stretchable reciprocal for a plunging cock, is now an.opening I can hardly shit thru. And even then, before it will come out I have to use a squirt of a water-base lube. Now I'm really fucked!

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:40 by anonymous

    “I first got ass fucked when I was 12 and that first summer, my friend and I did each other countless times. Sometimes twice a day. I think I spent every dollar of my lawn mowing income on fleet enemas. By the end of the summer, I was shitting 4, 5 and six times per day. And taking enemas twice per day. Coupling that with twice per day fuck sessions, you can imagine how chafed my ass hole stayed. By the time school started, I couldn't hold my stools and had.to excuse myself from every.class and let the shit ooze out. I stopped drinking water, thinking that would help but I kept in oozing right up to the first 6-weeks tests. I failed two and squeezed by on the other three. When my parents came down.I'm me is when.I confided with my mother that I couldn't keep from shitting.
    She took me to an ass Doctor, a Proctoligest (sp). He said: " you have been taking it in the ass, haven't you"? I will never forget those words. What could I say but meekly replying yes. He said "not to worry, we can.fix that. I get 3 or 4 of these per month.
    Well, he fixed me up, allright. But now, what used to be a stretchable reciprocal for a plunging cock, is now an.opening I can hardly shit thru. And even then, before it will come out I have to use a squirt of a water-base lube. Now I'm really fucked!”

    Such are the perils of a sodomite.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:43 by anonymous

    Centuries ago, before sexual medicines and.knowledge spread, fucking asses, then after, pussies, may have been how sexual diseases started.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:48 by anonymous

    I fucked my female Lab's ass and my cock started dripping a couple days later. A trip to the doctor and I was as good as new. Now, I only fuck her pussy and everything is good.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:55 by anonymous

    “I fucked my female Lab's ass and my cock started dripping a couple days later. A trip to the doctor and I was as good as new. Now, I only fuck her pussy and everything is good.”

    But does your dog like you fucking her?

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 16:58 by anonymous

    “But does your dog like you fucking her?”

    You tell me. When I get ready for bed, and lies in her back and splays her legs open.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 20:35 by anonymous

    I'm so sorry that happened to you. But you can and will recover. It starts with accepting that it is in the past. It is no longer happening to you now and that you can and will keep yourself safe from predators. You too are not alone and you too are loved.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 20:45 by anonymous

    written by an incel who is still looking for his first fuck

  • Commented Oct 25, 2019 03:00 by anonymous

    “My older brother started having sex with me when I was 9 and he was 15 we shared the same bedroom first it was him sucking me then me sucking him then by the time I was 14 and he was 20 he was fucking me it was how it was it was what we did I’m 40 he is 45 and he still fucks me one time a week we have been doing it for so long I don’t think we could stop ”

    My story is similar. We are step brothers though. I'm the older one. We haven't done anything since I was in HS. 20 years ago. To this day I'm not sure exactly what I am. I'm not attracted to men. I'm not gay. I guess I could be bi. However I'm not ever going to be with another dude. That's just gay.

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 08:35 by anonymous

    when I was 12 my brother made me suck his cock I told my grandpa he did the same word got around and I became the family fuck boy and I loved every minute of it

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 08:40 by anonymous

    It's crazy how much I relate to this

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 08:51 by anonymous

    Damn, these comments are full of homos

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 09:17 by anonymous

    “Damn, these comments are full of homos”

    Yet here you are reading all about it. Bet you were hard and jacking off to them

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 09:21 by anonymous

    My older brother made me so stuff with him but can’t remember what all we did but at 9 I started sucking with a friend and I saw my uncle jacking off by accident and asked if I could watch then I touched and we started doing things. I was first fucked at 12 by a 16 yo boy a couple blocks away in his club house. Loved sucking ever since no bad memories

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 09:42 by anonymous

    “Yet here you are reading all about it. Bet you were hard and jacking off to them ”

    You're the only one talking about jackin off to these comments, faggot

  • Commented Nov 20, 2019 10:08 by anonymous

    “You're the only one talking about jackin off to these comments, faggot”

    And you are doing what? Ya that’s what we figured you HOMO dick lover

  • Commented Nov 23, 2019 16:28 by anonymous

    The power of Mike Pence compels you to come out of these men!

    Homo Democrat demon be gone!


  • Commented Nov 23, 2019 17:19 by anonymous

    “The power of Mike Pence compels you to come out of these men!

    Homo Democrat demon be gone!”

    Doesnt he call his wife Mother? sick little man that pency boy

  • Commented Feb 16, 2020 01:30 by anonymous

    I was maybe 7 when my older brother woke me up one night.He was sitting by my head naked and started talking about sucking cock . I dont remember what all he told me but he did explain to me how to suck cock.He never told me to do it ,,I just slid out of bed between his legs and took his cock in my mouth and started sucking on it. I loved doing it and could tell he was enjoying what I was doing which made me want to suck his cock so baddly.Over the years I sucked his cock as often as he would let me ,he would laugh at me when id beg after he refused to let me suck his big hard cock.Soon he began to fuck me in my ass and I became his little bitch. I sucked his cock when ever he wanted and let him pound my sissy ass as hard as he wanted . We lived in the country and rode the bus to school and he loved to have me sucking his cock as we waited for the bus to pull up.He loved to tease me saying id better hurry and make him cum cause id be teased if the bus pulled up while I was sucking his cock. I could have stopped sucking before it did but I was determined to please him and wouldnt have stopped. Every morning I would get on the bus with his cum in my mouth and tasted it for hours after.He did bring girls home and fucked them in his room .After he was done with them they would take a shower and that was when he had me suck his cock. He loved to tie me naked to the bed and I loved being his little fuck toy ,and never realized that what I was doing was wrong.He never forced me to do anything,,I had every time done it willingly,,even begged for it alot of the time. I have accepted what we did together and put it behind me ,,sort of.It never bothered me about everything we did together,,what bothered me so much was that I loved doing it so much . I have always loved my big brother but even years later I still think about it and how much fun I had and I wish I could still be his little sex slave.

  • Commented Apr 13, 2020 16:33 by anonymous

    My first experience was with my cousin. Just as soon as school was out my mom would load me up in the car and drive me about 400 miles to stay the summer with my Grandparents. This was fine with me as they lived out in a very rural part of the state. My mom came from a large family and her youngest brother was just a couple of years older than me. and lived at their home. He and I would roam the hills and forests all day only coming back home near dark. We would skinny dip and play in the creek that ran through the woods. We also bathed together and slept in the same room at night so it was very normal to be naked around each other. The next year when I went down to stay for the summer my mom's oldest sister had brought her son, my cousin, to stay as she was a Navy nurse and had divorced her husband and was being sent to Hawaii where she could not take a dependent. My cousin is only a year older than me. He and became close friends and even shared double bed that summer. Our older Uncle, just 3 years older than us had entered his teen years and was less interested in hanging out with us little boys.

    It did not take my cousin and I much time to be comfortable being naked for common bath time and skinny dipping in the creek. My cousin is less inhibited than me and we wrestled and played all the time. He was a little smaller for his age so we were both about the same build and were mistaken for brothers most of the time. During our common bath time I noticed his penis looked different from mine. I was circumcised and he was not so I noticed the skin covered the head of his penis and that had caught my attention. So we compared and he showed me how the skin would slide back exposing his glands and that way it looked just like mine. When we bathed he would let me slide the skin back. During those times his little penis would get harder and stand upright, that got me curious and when I touched mine it also get hard and stood up. So that became a game for us when we were alone to play with each other and make our penises get hard. Innocent child play. Later when we mentioned this to our 3 year older than us uncle he pulled out his penis and showed us that he was not circumcised but his foreskin only partially covered his glands normally thus he look cut when he was not. We also saw that when he slid his skin back and forth his penis also got hard and stood upright. He was much bigger than us at that time and he had hair growing around the base of his penis where we did not. One time later when we were all skinny dipping at the creek he told us he wanted to show us something and began to touch his penis making it go hard then he kept pulling his skin over his glands, It was clear he liked it from the expression on his face. He called this Jacking-Off. He even let us touch his penis and pull the skin back and forth for him also. After a while he started to grunt and his hips would jerk and a white fluid shot out of his penis, my cousin and I were amaze by this and of course asked that would happen with our penises. He told us we were two young yet and had to be a teen like he was to do that. We of course had to try that out later when we were in bed. At first we got tired of jacking-off before anything happened but this one time I kept going and suddenly my whole body stiffened and my hips jerked just like my uncles however no white fluid, just that really good feeling that swept over me. I told my cousin and then he was able to get to that good feeling also. For the rest of that summer that became our new hobby.

    Innocent child play, there was no pressure or force at all. I shared lots of other firsts with my cousin and uncle in sequential summers.

  • Commented Jul 14, 2020 06:44 by anonymous

    “I fucked my female Lab's ass and my cock started dripping a couple days later. A trip to the doctor and I was as good as new. Now, I only fuck her pussy and everything is good.”

    I was 13 when I saw a video of a man fucking a dog for the first time. We had a female golden retriever and she was very friendly to everyone. So I took her into my room one afternoon and first fingered her slit, then pushed my cock inside. I think, she did like it because from then on, when she was in my room with me, she turned around to show me her back and then she lifted her tail. My first fuck was with a dog!

  • Commented Jul 14, 2020 06:53 by Uta

    I have worked in a social counselling centre in a rural area before we got our kids. OK, thats a while ago. But I had learned that sexual contacts between humans and animals is not unusual out in the country.

  • Commented Jul 14, 2020 07:19 by anonymous

    The men who raped you deserve to die. If you took care of that yourself, I bet you’d feel better if you took care of it yourself.

  • Commented Jul 14, 2020 15:59 by 30DayLoad

    “The men who raped you deserve to die. If you took care of that yourself, I bet you’d feel better if you took care of it yourself.”

    What he said.

  • Commented Sep 12, 2020 07:23 by anonymous

    When I was 10 on of the older guys tried to rape my ass. I got away, but was too ashamed to say anything . But I was also so scared that I was hurt. Because it hurt when I had to take a dump.
    so after a couple of days I confided in my granddad what had happened. we were in his workshop and he shut the door and told me to take my pants down he wanted to see if I had been torn. I did as he told me to do and bent over he spread my ass cheeks and played with my butthole looked at me and said it didn't appear that I had been damaged in any way but he had to make sure he said so he put some Vaseline on his finger and put it up my butt. He was massaging my prostate asking me how it felt and I told him that felt weird. The next thing I knew he was putting his dick in my ass. he raped me in his workshop. He jizzed in my ass. I was crying and begging him to stop. Afterwards his cum ran out of my ass and got on my underwear. My ass hurt for several days.

  • Commented Sep 12, 2020 07:26 by anonymous

    I was molested by my father from the time I was 9 untill I was 16. I enjoy it.

  • Commented Nov 28, 2020 02:34 by Someone111

    You shouldn't feel ashamed none of this is your fault at all and also I recommend taking that person who ignored you out of your life because that just shows you how fake they are and you don't need that right now. You should go see therapy so that you have someone to hear you out I'm so sorry you had to go through this

  • Commented Dec 31, 2020 02:44 by anonymous

    IV been a fag and faggot porn lover since I was 12 13. Nothing better than making another man cum especially in your mouth

  • Commented Jan 15, 2021 08:28 by anonymous

    I was raped by my step dad from age of 8 it started when I broke my arm & he would help me wash In the bath & he would spend along time wash my cock until I got hard then he when I finished in the bath we would go to my bedroom to dry of he would play with my cock & he would suck it then he pulled his hard cock out make me suck it this went on for a while then I day when mother was shopping he lead me to their bed we both stripped he made me su k his cock before he fucked me it hurt like hell for a while then it got better as he was fucking me I cum like no tomorrow then he filled my arse up with her spunk now every chance he gets he fucks me & he makes me suck his cock after he fucks mam

  • Commented Apr 2, 2021 06:19 by FreakoTheClown

    “My older brother started having sex with me when I was 9 and he was 15 we shared the same bedroom first it was him sucking me then me sucking him then by the time I was 14 and he was 20 he was fucking me it was how it was it was what we did I’m 40 he is 45 and he still fucks me one time a week we have been doing it for so long I don’t think we could stop ”

    That's hot

  • Commented May 13, 2021 13:21 by anonymous

    My brother used to come in my room at night, hit me in the face with his fist to wake me up then would turn me over and fuck me in the ass. He hung out with a bunch of white supremacist's who would go out gay bashing. All these fuckers are closeted fags.

  • Commented May 13, 2021 13:26 by anonymous

    OP: You need to contact the people that raped you and apologize. What happened was entirely your fault. You will feel better afterward.

  • Commented Jul 23, 2021 17:21 by anonymous

    To the OP I'm sorry this was such a bad experience for you but know that you are loved and even though your family members hurt you you gave them a lot of pleasure over those years. Never think about suicide you are too special to this World. Never be ashamed for what you did. It happened and it only proves how sexy you were & still are. Use your past to empower you and embrace your body and sexual energy. You are not a victim. Don't be afraid to suck cock and get fucked by other men. It's ok to be vulnerable. And it's ok to still get sexual pleasure from being abused. Instead of being depressed be proud - when you were 8 you were already making adults cum because you're so lusted after and wanted. Once you look at your experience in positive light you will beat your demons. Your depression may be due to not pleasuring cocks anymore - you're still young make the most of these years and enjoy endless sex with older men. God bless you.

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 07:00 by anonymous

    How big is your cock?

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 07:24 by anonymous

    My family did not have a lot of money so my older stepbrother and I had the same room and one bed. And from the age of 7, he started doing things to me he was 12 first he would make me jack him off then suck him, and by 10 he would fuck me every night. When I was 14 I told my stepdad what his son was doing and he told me I was a lier and he pulled my pants off and spanked me he then looked at my butt he put his finger in my butt and started what I know now as finger fucking. And the next day he started fucking me and he told me if I told my mom she and I would live on the streets. When I was 16 he and my stepbrother both fucked me together when I was 17 he had me ride him one afternoon and my mom walked in on us and she got made butt he told her I was gay and wanted to know how it was to get fucked and she believed him and I had to go live with my grandmother.

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 09:55 by anonymous

    My experiences with other older boys started with the next door neighbor who was an older boy sticking his penis in my mouth and bribing me with candy and threatening to tell that he'd caught me trading my underpants for the neighbor girl's panties if I told anyone. Mom knew about the panty thing but not the sucking thing so I kept my mouth shut except for the sucking. By the time I was 9 my sweet faced pouting lips had a reputation amongst the neighborhood teenage boys. My pert, well shaped panty wrapped bottom did just that, I bottomed for a rather convincing 15 year old in a "do it or I'm gonna tell" situation. It wasn't long before going home from an after school boy/boy thing with sticky bottom panties became the norm for me. Moving at 12 gave me the opportunity for more discretion in my sexual experiences and I'm 22, married recently and have a few men friends too. Maybe try it again and get over all the guilt, I did.

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 22:17 by anonymous

    My stepfather started molesting me at age 7. I hate him for doing that. I hate that it happened, but I'm glad I had the experience. Yes, I still suck cock.

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 22:19 by anonymous

    tl;dr
    I hope you killed yourself.

  • Commented Sep 1, 2021 22:40 by anonymous

    The simple fact of the matter is that you're a weak pussy.

  • Commented Oct 4, 2021 18:01 by anonymous

    When I was in 5 th grade I had a friend that was older and he talked me into jacking off with him at first then we moved to full blown sex, altho we weren't good at it. We would mainly play with each other's dicks. To this day I'm secretly a huge lover of sucking dick

  • Commented Oct 15, 2021 14:45 by anonymous

    Me and my older brother shared bedroom for a long time and when i was 9 (my brother 12), he started touching me when he thought i was asleep. I was to scared to do or say anything at first but as this progressed he started making sure i "woke up" and had me touch him aswell. This continued for for a while and i ended up enjoying jerking him off.
    This went on for a few years and i think i was 12 or 13 when we started watching porn together, around this time he would make me suck him off.
    We stoped this when i was 14, i often think back on this and wish we had continued.

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