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I was raped and never told my husband. I got pregnant from the rape, and my husband thought it was his and wanted to keep it, but I aborted it and he was devastated. He still has never forgiven me, and I have never told him I was raped.

Posted Oct 28, 2018 17:41 by anonymous
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  • Commented Oct 28, 2018 18:08 by anonymous

    I feel very sorry for you because of what you had to go through, but I believe you need to find the courage to tell him. Maybe you can find some psychological counsellor to advise you how to best do this, and maybe to be there when you tell your husband. Or maybe you have some wise person among friends or family that could fill that role. Best wishes to you and your husband.

  • Commented Oct 28, 2018 18:14 by anonymous

    So you can lie about it being his and let him think he's lost a child but can't tell the truth about a rape? OK. #StaySelfishMyFriend

  • Commented Oct 28, 2018 18:19 by anonymous

    Riiiiight. You were grabbed by this guy, at a bar with a bunch of guy friends? Yeah-no. You fucked ypur guy friends after drinking and doing some X or other drug, and fucked all of them, got pregnant, and decided you'd write this BS "confession" that I'm sure you left open where your husband would "accidentally" come accross it-thereby looking like the poor victim instead if the whore ypu are. My guess is you fucked a bunch of black guys, and you KNEW it was a black baby. Lol @ you "organized crime" excuse. They don't rape women, dumbass-they sell drugs, and assault those who don't pay debts.
    I hope your poor husband sees MY post, and drops your cheating slut ass.
    There was NO rape-only you, wilfully engaging in a nigger gang-bang, got knocked-up, probably contracted an STD that you have now given your husband, and you knew he'd dump your whore ass when he saw your black baby.
    As Paul Harvey would say...
    Now you know....the REST of the story... Good Day!

  • Commented Jan 16, 2019 10:03 by anonymous

    You will never be able to move on past this incident if you do not tell your husband. So tell him. You are stuck where you are because of this withhold. Withholding only drags on your relationship, in a marriage.
    Time to 'fess up and get on with your life.
    By the way, I am writing this for anyone who might read it, because I am not convinced your OP is true

  • Commented Jan 16, 2019 10:12 by anonymous

    Are you hot? Are you rape material?

  • Commented Jan 16, 2019 10:12 by anonymous

    “Riiiiight. You were grabbed by this guy, at a bar with a bunch of guy friends? Yeah-no. You fucked ypur guy friends after drinking and doing some X or other drug, and fucked all of them, got pregnant, and decided you'd write this BS "confession" that I'm sure you left open where your husband would "accidentally" come accross it-thereby looking like the poor victim instead if the whore ypu are. My guess is you fucked a bunch of black guys, and you KNEW it was a black baby. Lol @ you "organized crime" excuse. They don't rape women, dumbass-they sell drugs, and assault those who don't pay debts.
    I hope your poor husband sees MY post, and drops your cheating slut ass.
    There was NO rape-only you, wilfully engaging in a nigger gang-bang, got knocked-up, probably contracted an STD that you have now given your husband, and you knew he'd dump your whore ass when he saw your black baby.
    As Paul Harvey would say...
    Now you know....the REST of the story... Good Day!”

    You're a lunatic.

  • Commented May 8, 2019 17:44 by anonymous

    You need to tell your husband about this if you hadn’t already

  • Commented May 8, 2019 18:04 by anonymous

    You are a dumb-ass if this truly happened to you. First to all the, I am who I am and I will do and go where i want women and girls. You can't, buddy system bitches. Men are weird, they are bad and evil they want to fuck your cunts..... So why you were in that situation... mistake. Why you went out with out your hubby to a bar? mistake. Not reporting the men that fucked you, Mistake. Not telling your husband... Mistake
    Makes be feel sad for humanity. Why don't women know their place?

  • Commented May 29, 2019 03:16 by anonymous

    I have seen an abortion done, and it's brutal to the woman and her child. They open your cunt with a speculum, then grab your cervix with tongs that pierce it like an ice pick--I'm not making this up. Then they open it up with rods by inserting bigger and bigger rods into your cervix. The sides of the cervix split a little and weep blood from this part. When your cervix is open, they shove in the tube and suck out your baby and the lining of your uterus. it looks like it hurts like hell and that stretching and piercing has to do some permanent damage. I hope you feel it every day for the rest of your life.

  • Commented Jun 5, 2019 16:21 by anonymous

    You could have avoided all of this if you were honest with him. You should have just told him. It was not your fault

  • Commented Jul 1, 2019 15:50 by anonymous

    Come clean, you willingly fucked those guys and got knocked up. It's the only way it makes any sense to not tell him

  • Commented Jul 12, 2019 19:47 by anonymous

    Tell him you twat. He's your husband. Even if he doesn't agree with the actions at least life will make sense again. You can't hide forever.

  • Commented Jul 22, 2019 15:19 by anonymous

    LOL! Bruises from falling? Raped for hours? If your friends knew and called "25 times", how did you end up outside with a "guy with something covering his face"? Who escorted you out, without your friends seeing-and how did the guy come in with a mask on, and get you outside without anyone noticing?
    Nice try, slut. You fucked a guy you just me, your friends covered for you, and you got knocked up-THAT'S why you had an abortion. Funny-your friends don't seem to care too much.
    Total FUCKING BULLSHIT

  • Commented Aug 2, 2019 05:34 by anonymous

    Lovely for married women to hang out at bars! What is with that?? Spend time with your families! This is the end result. And you destroyed your husband in any case by having the abortion.

  • Commented Sep 29, 2019 10:54 by anonymous

    Tell him you were raped and couldn't bear to remember it or continue the pregnancy. Tell nothing more.
    If you believe that could ease your soul, do it.

  • Commented Sep 29, 2019 10:58 by anonymous

    And now it gets you so wet when you think about the rape. It's normal;)

  • Commented Sep 29, 2019 13:01 by anonymous

    This 100% never happened. You are a horrible person for making up such a horrible lie. Do you know how triggering your post will be for ACTUAL rape victims? Or women who REALLY DID conceive rape babies. You are a selfish attention whore who is making shit up at the emotional expense of others. You are the most disgusting and selfish kind of troll. Sad, desperate and needy with nobody to actually care about you so you must troll the internet for any attention you can get.

  • Commented Oct 11, 2019 05:07 by anonymous

    Some things are just not fixable. I believe that there are no good solutions here. In general, you had the right to not tell anyone that you were raped. But when you told your husband that you were aborting his baby, then he probably felt very violated and you crossed a line that you should not have crossed. There's no way to put that back together.

    If you had told him about the rape in the first place, your relationship would probably have survived, or if not, it would probably have been over within a short period of time and each of you could have moved on with your lives. Instead, both of you has been in this weird limbo state for a long time. You had no control about being raped, but you had total control about your actions that you described here. If you tell him about it now, he might forgive you, but he probably won't be able to get past it because he will then have to deal with the rape and with your lies.

    The guys who raped you are totally responsible for the harm that they caused you, but that does not excuse your behavior toward your husband. You are totally responsible for your behavior towards your husband. I encourage you to seek out counselling. This is a heavy burden to carry.

  • Commented Oct 23, 2019 03:25 by anonymous

    I feel sorry for what you went through, but I also understand why your husband will never forgive you

    if you cannot tell your husband the truth, your marriage is over anyway

    involving the law is always a bad idea, they rarely get what they deserve, and there is always worries about another attack

    just find them and put a bullet in their head

  • Commented Nov 5, 2019 20:46 by anonymous

    Stop acting like I whimpering child and let him know.

  • Commented Nov 5, 2019 21:06 by anonymous

    Your story emboldens rapists to continue to do what they do. You kept it a secret, which is what they wanted. But more important (to them) is it allowed them to keep raping more victims to this day.

  • Commented Nov 19, 2019 21:06 by anonymous

    “Are you hot? Are you rape material? ”

    Mr President, don't you have a country to run?

  • Commented Jun 4, 2020 00:06 by anonymous

    When I first read this I thought at first it was my wife writing it as the same thing happened to her. A rape, kept secret, followed by a pregnancy and a mysterious abortion that seriously threatened our marriage. The difference is she was being pursued by my “best friend” (now dead) who’d wanted to fuck her for a long time and took advantage of me being distracted by being in professional school. He gave her an ear to listen to her feelings of being ignored until he got her where he wanted her. It’s a long story but to cut to the chase. Tell him the truth. Will he be upset? Yes. Will he resent the years of lying? Yes. But he will also understand that you didn’t abort his first conceived child. This lie is a burden you need to put down and he deserves to know what really happened to you. He will always wonder what role you played in getting yourself into that situation, just as I do. But the truth, though painful, did set us both free. We don’t talk about what happened and she has never openly admitted it (she was one of several women he targeted and I know one of the others. She and others have said enough for me to have a pretty clear idea of what happened. He slapped her to force her submission, than fucked her in every hole she had, to punish her for not giving herself to him. He was a psychologist and knew how badly he was damaging her, and I am a medical person who can read the story in her psychological scars.) but the truth answered some nagging questions and our marriage survived. Accept the fact that confessing will get you to a better place, whether or not your marriage survives. Your secret is killing you both. The truth does set you free. Tell him, but make sure he hears that you love him and lied to save your relationship with him and your marriage. My suspicion is he has never stopped thinking about the abortion. As your husband this was a big mysterious part of his life that never set right. Tell him the truth. You both deserve a better situation than you are living in now. BTW, ignore the haters. I believe you and I believe your husband will too. Good luck.

  • Commented Jun 17, 2020 03:12 by anonymous

    hey man, i'm sorry for all the negative comments. i doubt you check this anymore since it's been almost 2 years, but i hope you did tell him. that open communication is the way. i hope you have a happy life. i'm sorry for what happened to you. i cried a bunch reading this. please be happy and i wish you all the best.

  • Commented Jun 17, 2020 03:31 by anonymous

    You should have told your husband at the time. There was no good reason not to. Telling him now would be an equally bad thing because of the years of pain caused by your lies. And just so you know, you're also responsible for every rape those guys did in those years after your attack, because you didn't report them. You are complicit in all those crimes because you did nothing to assist in the capture of those criminals.

  • Commented Aug 3, 2020 15:42 by anonymous

    I would tell you to let it go, but this seems to be haunting you and it does not seem like you will eventually let it go. The damage it´s done, but you could put your mind at ease if you confess. What you should´ve would´ve, could´ve it´s no longer an option, all there´s left is today and the future. It´s easy for us to judge, but we were never in your shoes, so disreggard the negative coments. I am so very sorry for what happened to you, but if you were my wife, I would like to know. I would probably be enraged and curse you for a little while, but then I would hold you tight and ask you to forgive me. I wish you the best.

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