The title basically sums it up, and sorry for it being long, I didn't know of another way to word it. But basically I was homeschooled for 2 years and my mom got tired of putting in the work to do it which is fair since she works so hard but because of this she put me back in public school, and I was already depressed before but she never believed it or acknowledged it unless it would benefit her in the situation. Now that I'm back in school though, my mental state has declined drastically to the point of suicidal thoughts, and it doesn't help that I'm 14 so hormones are flowing through me and making me incredibly unstable. I'm at a point where I find no pleasure in anything I do anymore and I have nothing to look forward to. I plan to talk to her about it and if something doesn't change the I'll only have to options, kill myself or move out into a friends house who had the exact same thing happen to him when he was my age, but to do that I'll have to hope that he and his parents could take me in but the chances of that are incredibly slim. I also have asperger's and anxiety so confrontation and speaking emotions are terribly difficult for me to deal with.

I dont know if anyone would have read this far but if so thank you for taking the time out of your day to do so. And if you did read this in full I only ask for advice if that wouldnt be to much trouble.