so a little while ago another girl i knew from school started talking to me again.

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she had not talking to me or went to school for months and she told me the reason was because of my bullying her.

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she told me about how everything i said about her or every time i cat called her i made her want to die and never have to live through it again.

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i feel aful realizing what i have done and am so sorry to anyone who ever had this happen to them.

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what i did was sexual assault or even rape, and im so greatful she did not ruin my life or report me even though i deserved it so much.

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i feel like a total piece of shit and wish i could go back in time and make everything right, whats even worse is that nobody found out because she didnt want me to get in trouble even after everything i did to her.

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i wish i could just punch my self in the face every time i even thought about doing this and the only reason i did it was because of em being on the verge of my own sexuality and having homophobic parents, but that is no excuse i am worse than a piece of shit for what i did and deserve everything that happened to her to happen tome in 10 fold.

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i am so so SO SORRY to anyone who was ever sexually assualted or bullied for being gay and to know i was a part of making someones life hell someones life for a bullshit reason makes me disgusted with myself.