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I want to relapse and disappear after 5 years of being clean. I want to hole myself away from this world so I can be the piece of shit I feel like I am. I dont feel like I was meant for this world.

Posted Oct 30, 2019 14:51 by anonymous
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  • Commented May 4, 2020 09:26 by anonymous

    I have the same problem but addicted to a dominant bitch the sex was crazy but it makes me feel worthless after I do it. I think it's because I have never been humiliated before and the way she raped me with a strap on and let her sister and mom join in the rape I want that level of worthlessness again their is something so freeing about being totally helpless and submitting to the darkness. I still see her a few times a month and I'm her favourite man slut because I'm gym fit and alpha male in every other aspect of my life and she loves dominating a man who could destroy her in a heart beat. Her mom and sister live together and are quite obese and I'm the only man my mistress has ever shared with her mom and sister because I am so good at sex and her mom and sister don't get sex she made me their fuck toy but only if she's there too. It's crazy because it's technically everything I don't want from a relationship but it's so damned addictive. I can be dominating a pretty girl who's loving me pounding her like an animal and all I can think of is the next time my mistress gets me to take a plastic cock up the arse or getting pissed on in public by her mom or sister. It's mind boggling how the human mind can crave what it doesn't really want.


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