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I want to die but I don’t want to kill myself. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live.

Posted Jan 25, 2019 21:53 by anonymous
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  • Commented Jul 4, 2019 03:58 by anonymous

    Are you still out there, try seeing a therapist ok. Also one great idea is travel ... travel to a different country, that’s always Changes your perspective on life as you experience others outlook on life.try it, all the best!

  • Commented Jul 4, 2019 04:05 by anonymous

    “Are you still out there, try seeing a therapist ok. Also one great idea is travel ... travel to a different country, that’s always Changes your perspective on life as you experience others outlook on life.try it, all the best!”

    How nice to see someone being helpful on here and not hateful. You are obviously a nice person and ur kindness has made me smile.

    To OP i agree with this... The 1st step is to get help and that means seeing a therapist and maybe medication.
    .
    Go traveling is good but u need to be in a good frame mind 1st but maybe a little week awsy would work wonders for now. I hope ur ok pls take care

  • Commented Jul 29, 2020 14:15 by anonymous

    Volunteering home or abroad is a good idea.Find some new hobbies.Pets are therapeutic but make sure if you get one you are able to look after it.Move to a diffeent area or town.
    Sometimes whem we reach rock bottom the only way is up.
    Good luck

  • Commented Sep 29, 2020 19:07 by anonymous

    What YOU need is the Lord. Go to a church, read your Bible and pray to The Lord. He is real, he Loves you, and he will help you.

  • Commented Apr 29, 2021 00:13 by anonymous

    Used to feel really badly like that but now my life has been and is wonderful. Bunch of things helped.
    1. A professional counselor and temporary meds. Returning a few times over the years. No one fix.
    2. My own realization that if life is shit right now, might as well keep on to see what happens.
    Reading the existentialist who basically said that life is meaningless, which I still agree with, SO it's up to you to give it meaning.
    So I did, going with might as well see what happens, then decided to give it meaning muskef to have fun, help others and make friends.
    3. I realized that after counseling came my own mind power and I decided to beat them at their counseling game by fixing myself.
    Started by talking to people nicely each day, really. First one was a little old lady in the bank line. I stammered "nice day, isn't it?" Nervously and she smiled so sweetly and said, "yes, it certainly is".
    Best of wishes.
    Find something you like whether it's basketweaving, sex, cars, knitting, games, whatever. Find a passion. Talk to others about theirs. Own one.
    Join a community charity effort that does good things just because they want to make people's lives better.
    There a lot of time, now may suck but when you get back up and stay up it can have amazing results. It's slow sometimes but if you join something that a start and when you do good things friends will happen.

  • Commented Sep 28, 2021 14:38 by anonymous

    “How nice to see someone being helpful on here and not hateful. You are obviously a nice person and ur kindness has made me smile.

    To OP i agree with this... The 1st step is to get help and that means seeing a therapist and maybe medication.
    .
    Go traveling is good but u need to be in a good frame mind 1st but maybe a little week awsy would work wonders for now. I hope ur ok pls take care ”

    No one was hateful here....Just trying help.



    Weird.

  • Commented Sep 28, 2021 14:43 by anonymous

    “What YOU need is the Lord. Go to a church, read your Bible and pray to The Lord. He is real, he Loves you, and he will help you. ”

    I'd rather kill myself.

  • Commented Sep 28, 2021 15:25 by anonymous

    “I'd rather kill myself.”

    And the reason you don't is.......?

  • Commented Dec 14, 2021 20:13 by anonymous

    “No one was hateful here....Just trying help.



    Weird.”

    They said no one was being hateful on here as in the website not this specific thread

  • Commented Jul 12, 2022 16:37 by anonymous

    We must realize that God exists
    We must realize that He created us.
    We must realize that God has a personality.
    We must realize that because God created us; He has the right to tell us how we are to live our lives.
    We must realize that God has communicated those instructions to us in the Bible.
    We must realize that God has created a Heaven; where all those who die in holiness go too. And they enjoy eternal bliss with God throughout all eternity; and a Hell, in which the devel and all of his angels and all those who do not obey the Gospel of Christ go to; and suffer insurmountable pain throughout eternity.
    We must realize that we have violated the instructions that God has given us. And because we have violated those instructions; we deserve to go to Hell. Because God requires us to keep his commands perfectly in order to get to heaven.
    We must realize that we; in our own strength cannot keep God’s requirements. And thus we habitually break Gods commands. And thus are unable to save ourselves from Hell by our own ability.
    We must realize that despite this; God loves us and wants to save us from Hell. And have intimate fellowship with us.
    We must realize that in order for God to accomplish this; He sent a part of Himself to the earth to live in a mans body; to teach us more of His laws; and then lay His life down for us. We must realize that Jesus Christ came to die on a cross to appease Gods anger that He has toward us because of our disobedience; and to set us free from sins bondage through the Blood that was shed; water baptism; and Holy Spirit baptism. So that it is now possible to walk in obedience to His will.
    We must confess our sin’s to God; agreeing with him that what we have done in the past that was contrary to His will is wrong and promising to never do those things again.
    We must ask God to forgive us based upon the blood that Jesus shed for our sins. (i.e. disobedience to His laws.)
    We must ask Jesus to come into our hearts and take up residence within us as our Lord. Promising to be submissive too Him in all things! Willing to forsake everything of this world that displeases Him! We must surrender our wills completely to Him! No longer to live our lives for ourselves; but for Him! To be wholly pleasing to Him in all things.
    We must then be submersed in water. (e.g. baptized.) So that we can participate in the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. (In a spiritual sense.) And for the remission of our sins. (i.e. deliverance from sins power.)
    We then must be baptized in the Holy Spirit. You will know that this has happened when one of the nine manifestations of the Holy Spirit are operating in your life on a regular basis.

  • Commented Aug 15, 2022 19:23 by Leon

    Life has a lot to give you. Your mind is playing tricks on you. You must tell your loved ones how you feel.

  • Commented Sep 16, 2022 03:39 by anonymous

    You don’t want to die, your just scared to live, the term civil is now a hold on mankind. Why not go out into the wilderness for a camping trip. Go to a library and learn something new. We all get scared of the future and sometimes just want the pain of waiting to end. It’s time to stop worrying about the future and live i the present.
    You can live even though it’s scary as shit.

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