She hates me i swear. She always makes comments about me, if we go to shopping she will tell me things like you are fat or ugly. I really hate her, also she is racist towards white people, my mother is white my father is a turkish, she is an arab. she always says that white people are devils even though she lives in europe. She acts as if she is an angle in front of my father but she is mean to me whenever he isnt around. She always says that my skin is sick, i am whiter than both of them like my mother, my father and that idiots skin is a different light skin, she says our skin is healthy but yours is sick, she says thats why your mother died. because of her skin, my mother died when i was 10. Thats how she used to talk to me in the first years, not anymore, i wish she will, i will just record her saying that stuff.

She has a son, he is 17, i am 15 and my father and she share a baby now, she is 1 years old.

So what i did is, my step bro was going to a party, he took permission from her and i asked her too, she said no but i had already recorded her when she said ''just go, stop asking me, you can go'' she actually meant you can go the supermarkt (a different day/time).

So i followed my step bro, the party was kind of awful, smoking and you know a lot of bad stuff. I called my dad and cried a lot (fake crying), i told him that i am scared and that i shouldnt have came here, please come and take me. i told him that this guys are bad, smoking and doing stuff. you know my father was really so worried and shocked, after all i am his daughter. then in the car i told him that she said that i can go and that she actually wanted me to leave her alone because she didnt want to see me and a lot of stuff. i also made him listen to the recorder.

When we got home he was mad and furious. he asked her why she gave me permission to go to such a party. they had a fight but then he was also mad at me as if i have done something.

:( maybe he realized that it was just lies? or maybe he loves her more than me and believes her more than me?