i thing i got played by my crush
sorry if there are any mistakes, english is not my mother tongue.
so i am talking to this boy that i met on tinder like 1-2 months ago and things were going really well until a few weeks ago when he told me he was entering a bad phase mentally speaking. He already told me some of his problems, his depression, his anxiety, financial and family issues, and i always did my best to show him support and bring him some positivity. He was not answering my messages as quickly as before, but i told him it was okay because i knew he was going through some stuff.
After weeks of not really talking, one morning, at like 6am, he wasnt sleeping because of his insomnia and i wasnt either so we started talking. For 2 hours he went off about every problem that he has, and i listened and tried to give him advice and give him the energy to go find a therapist bc he clearly needs it. (I also shared some of my issues with him so it's not just him that dumps that onto me dont worry) That same day he told me to come over bc he wasnt feeling like getting out of his bed at all, which i understand. I came and we cuddled (nothing more). He told me he really needed to see someone bc he spent the worst night of his life, crying the whole time. I went home and thanked him for trusting me (he thinks everyone will step on him so he doesnt really trust anyone) and he thanked me for coming. Anyway, i continued to send him wholesome posts to maybe give him a reminder that i'm here for him.
2 days after, a friend of mine finds him on tinder again, even though we both deleted it bc we were seeing eachother. After he told me many times "sorry i'm off my phone, sorry for the late answer, i don't feel very good right now, i'm at rock bottom.." which i totally understand. But now that he got tinder again, i feel like i got played. He stated that i was the only one he was talking to. Same for me. I think i am gonna stop talking to him and if he texts me, i will ask him some questions...
Posted Jun 26, 2020 16:19 by anonymous
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