Basically like 6 months ago i got evicted from my house and im staying with my grandmother until i get another place.

She's not the problem, her sons are. In particular one of them. We get on just fine sometimes but in general existing around him is like walking on eggshells.

Not to mention i lost a pet because of him. I had 2 cockatiels, boy and girl. When i moved i made a deal with him that I'd let them keep him in his room, he accepted and seemed happy. After 2 days living there he took them out WITHOUT MY PERMISSION while his fucking windows were open, and the boy cockatiel got out.

That was already bad enough, but when i got emotional about it (yelling, crying, etc) he got real pissed off and eventually grabbed me and started shaking yelling "think logically" like what the fuck. And this is something that he says all the time when i get this way, he might be right sometimes but overall i have the strong feeling he's
gaslighting (is that the right word?) me.

Aaand that's just the tip of the iceburg. He refuses to get help so he's constantly asking me and his brother (who is also a piece of shit that hurt my sister) for our prescription medications.

It's a fucking mess. I love ny grandmother but i cannot do this shit anymore.