I had to do online since my parents were worried about rona, and it's been fucking hell. I had to go to calls for classes, but the thing is, half the time they'd break and the teachers don't even hear me, which is shit on my and some other kid's end. I stopped after two months into a year since it's useless to wait to find out that they forgot to set the camera up an hour later. This became a fucking issue just now and not months before. They all of a sudden want to get me and my mom into a call about it and asked why I didn't attend anything. My mom was on my side, since she'd occasionally ask about why I wasn't on my meetings, and just told me to just do my work since it's better than wasting time waiting.

What bothers me is that I have to constantly worry about my mom getting me in trouble with the school because of some unknown reason. I'm paranoid as shit now, and it has only been a week and a half into this shit. I'm so close to a point of just wanting to be homeschooled for the rest of this year. I'm deeply scared of my mom, and what made me write this is the email I got sent to tell her that the meeting time has changed. I didn't tell her because I didnt want her annoyed with me, and now I just got yelled at about it and she's been in a rant about the school pulling this for a small bit. I'm deeply sick of online, all I just want to do is get my work done within a few hours and log off. I don't want to deal with wondering if the teacher will forget and waste time that I could've used for my work, plus how broken some of the recordings would be if I were to go back to them [no sound, blank screen,,,]

Sorry, I know I'm just an angsty teen complaining about everything, I'm in the heat of the moment and just want to relieve this heavy weight off of me..