I raped her but i didnt mean it. I never wanted to hurt her. I truly love her. I didnt want this to happen. I feel sick i hate myself. I destroyed her. I am really sick. In my whole 25 years i have never hated myself as much as i hate myself now.
Posted Apr 3, 2019 14:21 by anonymous
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We got married in the morning today. She never wanted to marry me but her parents gave the permission.
She is 14 but i really love her. I always loved her. When the wedding was over. We went to my house. I drank in the wedding party. I wasnt in my senses. I was a bit drank.
I bought a lot of gifts for her. I bought clothes, shoes, jewelry, i even bought her a bike. I was happy and i thought i made her happy. She came from a poor family, she had nothing, i wanted to give her everything anyone dreams about. I want to put her in a private school and best universities. I just love her a lot. But she hates me.
She wasnt happy with anything she said that i am a monster and that she hates me. She said that i should never think she was bought.
She went to the bathroom, because she was wearing a dress, her bag was open, i saw her underwear's, i was just horny. I had a key to open the bathroom, i just went and grabbed the keys and opened the bathroom on her while she was changing, she was a bit naked. When i saw the scene, i just wanted her, i dont know what happened to me. I just went over to her and kissed her, she was fighting back but i wasnt thinking. My mind went blank. I forced her to the bed and everything, i just forced her, she was crying but i didnt stop, i was so bad to her. After i was done i slept. she wasnt crying at that time, i couldnt hear her anymore. I slept for hours and when i woke up she wasnt there, i looked every where but then i heard a whimpers/sounds in the closet, i didnt look i just left her there. she is scared of me. i really hate myself, i hope i will die, i love her, i really love her. i shouldnt have done that. in my whole 25 years i have never hated myself as much as i hate myself now.
I dont know what to do. There are a lot of thing i cant remember, i dont know if i did something worse than what i remember.
Commented Apr 3, 2019 14:53 by anonymous
Dude, she wanted to be raped.
All women fantasize about it and want it to happen to them, especially if take. By force, gagged with their own dirty panties, tied up and fucked in the ass.
Commented Apr 3, 2019 15:11 by anonymous
Can I fuck her Elwood?
Commented Sep 12, 2019 03:54 by anonymous
If you truly cared you would not have harmed her. Being "horny" is no excuse for harming an adolescent child.
Welcome to hell.
Commented Sep 12, 2019 04:03 by anonymous
Gently pull her out of the closet and talk to her nice.
When you have a chance take her again.... she needs to feel your cock deep inside of her.
Tie her up on the bed. Repeat again and again until she begs you to make her cum. Then twist her clit and fuck her harder.
Commented Oct 15, 2019 18:17 by anonymous
"Accidental" rape? Utter bullshit.
Commented Dec 1, 2019 10:09 by anonymous
be kind to her
don't waste time saying you won't do it again, just don't do it again
ask her what you did, because you can't remember everything
listen to her
hear her voice as she tells you what happened
there may be anger, pain, sadness, shame, bitterness
you con't have to react as if it is the truth (though it likely is mostly true)
react as if you love her and it is "her truth" and it tells "her story" and reveals "her emotions and suffering"
if after hearing her story and feelings you feel sure about what you did, apologize for what you did
a good apology is:
1. tell her "this is what I did to you" (and tell her everything that you are sure you did)
2. tell her "this is how I hurt and affected you" (and tell her every way she was harmed and felt harm that you feel sure you caused)
3. tell her "this is not the kind of husband I want to be and I don't ever want to repeat it" (and you have to mean this! and tell her the ways you behaved that you need to change)
4. tell her "this is what I will do to (begin to) change and treat you right" ( you have to think about this and the causes of your harming her, think deeply, and get clear so your voice will be clear when she hears it)
after that, she may forgive you, but she need not trust you.
you earn trust by following through on your word, and building on it.
she may trust you because in a dysfunctional home abused people are conditioned to remain vulnerable and trusting of their abusers.
if you want to break that pattern, allow her to be wary of you while you remain kind and in integrity with your plan to improve
without such a path, you will have an episodic relationship, bouncing between abuse and reconciliation without a long range movement towards stability and healing and constant love.
Commented Dec 1, 2019 10:15 by anonymous
My new brother in law's best man forced himself on me at the reception last year when I was thirteen. He said how sorry he was about it, right!
Commented Mar 1, 2020 10:57 by anonymous
It may be best to get a divorce with her, and let her move on with her lfe...
Commented Aug 3, 2020 03:36 by anonymous
“My new brother in law's best man forced himself on me at the reception last year when I was thirteen. He said how sorry he was about it, right! ”
You know any sites I can meet 12 year old girls
Commented Aug 3, 2020 03:43 by anonymous
Normal behavior for the deranged mutants of the subcontinent.
Commented Oct 28, 2020 16:11 by anonymous
If she’s hot who gives as fuck how good does Cummings I. Her pussy feel use her as Fuckmeat a few times she will be ur pet
Commented Oct 28, 2020 16:19 by anonymous
“If you truly cared you would not have harmed her. Being "horny" is no excuse for harming an adolescent child.
Welcome to hell.”
Being an adolescent girl means ur a whore
Commented Dec 9, 2020 16:32 by anonymous
wait what? an indian raping a woman? no wayyyyyy
Commented Feb 27, 2021 14:37 by anonymous
Ya'll are some sick mothaf*cka's and need serious help. I'm calling hte FBI on this site.....it's disgusting.
Commented Mar 31, 2021 11:49 by anonymous
When my brother was stationed in Cambodia he "married" a 10 year old girl who cooked cleaned and was his fuck toy while he was stationed there. When it was time or him to move on to another country he sold her to another guy for $500.
Commented Mar 31, 2021 12:20 by anonymous
here in Missouri it is not rape if you are married. Fuck her any time you want.
Commented Aug 13, 2021 20:37 by anonymous
I hope she reports you and you go to prison.
Commented Aug 30, 2021 09:39 by anonymous
“Dude, she wanted to be raped.
All women fantasize about it and want it to happen to them, especially if take. By force, gagged with their own dirty panties, tied up and fucked in the ass.”
Are you fucking retarded?
Commented Sep 1, 2021 18:47 by anonymous
You bought her in an arranged marriage and then raped her, so she hates your guts. Free her by divorcing her, let her keep your so-called "gifts"
Commented Sep 8, 2021 19:13 by anonymous
turn yourself into the police
Commented Nov 26, 2021 17:16 by anonymous
“You know any sites I can meet 12 year old girls ”
holy shit pedophile allert what the actual fuck, you sick basterd
Commented Nov 26, 2021 17:21 by anonymous
“Dude, she wanted to be raped.
All women fantasize about it and want it to happen to them, especially if take. By force, gagged with their own dirty panties, tied up and fucked in the ass.”
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Commented Nov 26, 2021 17:22 by anonymous
“Gently pull her out of the closet and talk to her nice.
When you have a chance take her again.... she needs to feel your cock deep inside of her.
Tie her up on the bed. Repeat again and again until she begs you to make her cum. Then twist her clit and fuck her harder. ”
That is very fine advice. After I bought my wife I did the same thing. She just turned 12!
Commented Nov 26, 2021 17:26 by anonymous
“Ya'll are some sick mothaf*cka's and need serious help. I'm calling hte FBI on this site.....it's disgusting.”
The FBI runs interference on pedo shit all day long, good luck. I have family that work at the Hoover bldg on Pennsylvania. They keep busy covering up, for example, Epstein's pedo shit with Kerry and Schumer and the Clintons.
Commented Nov 26, 2021 17:28 by anonymous
You know, people judging another culture, that's totally wrong. You're coming from a Eurocentric worldview and everyone knows that's racist. How dare you judge. European Western-Christian values don't include raping little girls but those values are racist and classist so judging the traditions of the east, just the ACT of commenting on them, is beyond racist. How dare you.
Commented Feb 6, 2022 03:32 by anonymous
Fuk you
Commented Mar 14, 2022 10:42 by anonymous
why the fuck are you married to a child
Commented Mar 14, 2022 10:44 by anonymous
“You know, people judging another culture, that's totally wrong. You're coming from a Eurocentric worldview and everyone knows that's racist. How dare you judge. European Western-Christian values don't include raping little girls but those values are racist and classist so judging the traditions of the east, just the ACT of commenting on them, is beyond racist. How dare you.”
what the fuck are you talking about
Commented Mar 21, 2022 22:58 by anonymous
“You know, people judging another culture, that's totally wrong. You're coming from a Eurocentric worldview and everyone knows that's racist. How dare you judge. European Western-Christian values don't include raping little girls but those values are racist and classist so judging the traditions of the east, just the ACT of commenting on them, is beyond racist. How dare you.”
Are you retarded? “Culture” doesn’t justify raping young girls you moron
Commented Apr 1, 2022 22:05 by anonymous
“If she’s hot who gives as fuck how good does Cummings I. Her pussy feel use her as Fuckmeat a few times she will be ur pet ”
Suck my fuck
Commented May 23, 2022 07:35 by anonymous
“You know, people judging another culture, that's totally wrong. You're coming from a Eurocentric worldview and everyone knows that's racist. How dare you judge. European Western-Christian values don't include raping little girls but those values are racist and classist so judging the traditions of the east, just the ACT of commenting on them, is beyond racist. How dare you.”
oh fuck yourself. i am Indian and this guy is fucked in the head
Commented May 25, 2022 06:31 by anonymous
“Ya'll are some sick mothaf*cka's and need serious help. I'm calling hte FBI on this site.....it's disgusting.”
I actually feel ill reading this post
Commented May 25, 2022 06:36 by anonymous
“That is very fine advice. After I bought my wife I did the same thing. She just turned 12!”
I hope that hell is real so you’ll be raped for all time wtf
Commented Jul 2, 2022 04:16 by anonymous
ppl are fr insane.
atp just pray for mercy.
Commented Jul 23, 2022 00:55 by anonymous
How would you like it if you got raped by a man? Eye for an eye!
Commented Jul 30, 2022 15:09 by anonymous
We must realize that God exists
We must realize that He created us.
We must realize that God has a personality.
We must realize that because God created us; He has the right to tell us how we are to live our lives.
We must realize that God has communicated those instructions to us in the Bible.
We must realize that God has created a Heaven; where all those who die in holiness go too. And they enjoy eternal bliss with God throughout all eternity; and a Hell, in which the devel and all of his angels and all those who do not obey the Gospel of Christ go to; and suffer insurmountable pain throughout eternity.
We must realize that we have violated the instructions that God has given us. And because we have violated those instructions; we deserve to go to Hell. Because God requires us to keep his commands perfectly in order to get to heaven.
We must realize that we; in our own strength cannot keep God’s requirements. And thus we habitually break Gods commands. And thus are unable to save ourselves from Hell by our own ability.
We must realize that despite this; God loves us and wants to save us from Hell. And have intimate fellowship with us.
We must realize that in order for God to accomplish this; He sent a part of Himself to the earth to live in a mans body; to teach us more of His laws; and then lay His life down for us. We must realize that Jesus Christ came to die on a cross to appease Gods anger that He has toward us because of our disobedience; and to set us free from sins bondage through the Blood that was shed; water baptism; and Holy Spirit baptism. So that it is now possible to walk in obedience to His will.
We must confess our sin’s to God; agreeing with him that what we have done in the past that was contrary to His will is wrong and promising to never do those things again.
We must ask God to forgive us based upon the blood that Jesus shed for our sins. (i.e. disobedience to His laws.)
We must ask Jesus to come into our hearts and take up residence within us as our Lord. Promising to be submissive too Him in all things! Willing to forsake everything of this world that displeases Him! We must surrender our wills completely to Him! No longer to live our lives for ourselves; but for Him! To be wholly pleasing to Him in all things.
We must then be submersed in water. (e.g. baptized.) So that we can participate in the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. (In a spiritual sense.) And for the remission of our sins. (i.e. deliverance from sins power.)
We then must be baptized in the Holy Spirit. You will know that this has happened when one of the nine manifestations of the Holy Spirit are operating in your life on a regular basis.
Commented Sep 3, 2022 15:58 by anonymous
KILL YOURSELF. BEST ADVICE YOU WILL GET.
Commented Nov 16, 2022 01:44 by anonymous
“You know, people judging another culture, that's totally wrong. You're coming from a Eurocentric worldview and everyone knows that's racist. How dare you judge. European Western-Christian values don't include raping little girls but those values are racist and classist so judging the traditions of the east, just the ACT of commenting on them, is beyond racist. How dare you.”
You’re a real moron - you’re saying “don’t judge other cultures” but you’re judging all “European western - Christian values” but that’s okay, right hypocrite? You can judge white culture while condemning others who judge. You’re a government brain washed buffoon, and the wonderful irony is, that your left wing ideology has been sold to you by rich, old, white billionaires. Oh, and by the way - Christianity is a middle eastern religion - Christ was a Jew who spoke Syrian Aramaic. So maybe you are an anti-Semite? Learn history and stop gobbling up government/corporate approved propaganda. Idiot.
Commented Feb 16, 2023 22:14 by anonymous
Kill yourself. There is actually no redemption for child rape you sick fuck. Quit making yourself a fucking victim, and I hope all of the comments that condemn you for your actions get killed, fucking subhuman. Kick the chair. Now.
Commented Feb 16, 2023 22:16 by anonymous
“Dude, she wanted to be raped.
All women fantasize about it and want it to happen to them, especially if take. By force, gagged with their own dirty panties, tied up and fucked in the ass.”
Go back to Tumblr where you can post all your rape addictions on there, you fucking pedophile. You should hang by the nearest tree teehee
Commented Feb 18, 2023 12:40 by anonymous
“You know any sites I can meet 12 year old girls ”
fucking kill yourself you retarded pedophile
Commented Mar 27, 2023 17:32 by anonymous
you're fucking sick for even "marrying" her in the fucking first place you disgusting bastard, burn in hell