For starters I took a promotion at work which I love but the hours stop
Me from seeing my kid before school and I’m usually in bed a couple hours after he gets home and it kills me not seeing him as much as I want to. My girlfriend and I which I love dearly are getting married in October and I haven’t even began to think about the plans idk what the situation is on it so far it’s getting to the point where I want to push it back because now my father who’s been going through radiation and all that for cancer behind his eye took a turn for the worse now he’s in the hospital on feeding tubes and everything. Everything’s going wrong I found myself in tears on the car ride home from work yesterday, and I sat in the car before coming in the house for at Least 30 mins cuz I don’t want my girlfriend to see me broken like this. The worst part is I can’t bring myself to see my father in the hospital right now I’m tearing up thinking about it, the doctor told me basically cherish every moment u still have but I can’t knowing it’s gona end soon I can’t even bring myself to talk to him right now