I’m sitting in my bed drinking wine and I can’t help but think how much I love him, he doesn’t know guys. He doesn’t know I would do literally anything to see him happy, that I’m fighting my demons to be a better person for him, he is so sweet when he gulpes down food like he hasn’t eaten in months, he has the bluest eyes and I’ve never knew sweetest words, and softest kisses. I want to make him my family, I want to wake up everyday next to him, even when he’s bald and grumpy.
But, I can’t tell him.
Because I’m darkness and he’s light, and I have to let him go, because I love him to much to bring him down with me.