I (31f)know your just using me to get what your not getting from her, I enjoyed it cause I liked being used and degraded. Noones ever done it like you or made me feel like you do. You know I like you and that’s why I keep coming back when you call even when you ghost me for months at a time. I try to not care but I do. I think about you everyday, you make my boring life more fun...just talking to you. You make me feel free like I used to be. You know how bored I am. But you don’t care that’s why I’m saying this here and not to you. You wouldn’t even care. I wish I could forget you.