Sometimes i just think about the fact that if i do leave him, i wouldn’t have any trouble finding another person who would be kind and sweet to me and just overall be better to me. I just think about that sometimes.

But i love my bf a lot. I love him very much and never want to leave him.

I just really wish he would just grow up and realize things, listen to me, and actually remember what I’ve told him and just please just be nice to me. At times i feel like he knows nothing about me, but then i remind myself i cant freak out over little things. But we’ve dated for almost 2 years, known each other for 5.

People tell me he’s full of red flags and i know, i know and i know if i leave him i can find much better people, but i love him and i want to be with him. I just wish he could be better to me soon. My heart aches.