I just want everything to stop. It’s too much. I don’t want to die. But I don’t want to live either. Both cause pain. I just want the pain to stop.
Posted Sep 15, 2019 01:06 by anonymous
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I’m not suicidal it’s ok. I’m not going to hurt myself either. At least not physically. But man life just seems too much for me right now
Commented Mar 15, 2020 00:04 by anonymous
I'm so sorry. Praying life gets easier for you.
Commented May 26, 2020 03:48 by anonymous
If you have something to live for that doesn't harm anyone else, chase it. It's worse to not feel pain anymore, because you have nothing hard in your life, and nothing left to live for, than it is to just chase your dreams.
Otherwise, if you're actually just being tortured, than that's another story. I don't blame you for wahtever decision you make. Try to escape if you can. Otherwise, do what you have to do.
Commented Jul 12, 2022 16:40 by anonymous
We must realize that God exists
We must realize that He created us.
We must realize that God has a personality.
We must realize that because God created us; He has the right to tell us how we are to live our lives.
We must realize that God has communicated those instructions to us in the Bible.
We must realize that God has created a Heaven; where all those who die in holiness go too. And they enjoy eternal bliss with God throughout all eternity; and a Hell, in which the devel and all of his angels and all those who do not obey the Gospel of Christ go to; and suffer insurmountable pain throughout eternity.
We must realize that we have violated the instructions that God has given us. And because we have violated those instructions; we deserve to go to Hell. Because God requires us to keep his commands perfectly in order to get to heaven.
We must realize that we; in our own strength cannot keep God’s requirements. And thus we habitually break Gods commands. And thus are unable to save ourselves from Hell by our own ability.
We must realize that despite this; God loves us and wants to save us from Hell. And have intimate fellowship with us.
We must realize that in order for God to accomplish this; He sent a part of Himself to the earth to live in a mans body; to teach us more of His laws; and then lay His life down for us. We must realize that Jesus Christ came to die on a cross to appease Gods anger that He has toward us because of our disobedience; and to set us free from sins bondage through the Blood that was shed; water baptism; and Holy Spirit baptism. So that it is now possible to walk in obedience to His will.
We must confess our sin’s to God; agreeing with him that what we have done in the past that was contrary to His will is wrong and promising to never do those things again.
We must ask God to forgive us based upon the blood that Jesus shed for our sins. (i.e. disobedience to His laws.)
We must ask Jesus to come into our hearts and take up residence within us as our Lord. Promising to be submissive too Him in all things! Willing to forsake everything of this world that displeases Him! We must surrender our wills completely to Him! No longer to live our lives for ourselves; but for Him! To be wholly pleasing to Him in all things.
We must then be submersed in water. (e.g. baptized.) So that we can participate in the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. (In a spiritual sense.) And for the remission of our sins. (i.e. deliverance from sins power.)
We then must be baptized in the Holy Spirit. You will know that this has happened when one of the nine manifestations of the Holy Spirit are operating in your life on a regular basis.