Look zo I'm sorry ok. This is it then I'm leaving it! I don't feel like I'm reading into it to much, with you ready to stay the night with him and that I felt left out. My issue is why are you so different to me now? You used to be so interested in hanging with me. Whether you noticed you were doing it or not but everyone commented of how you were with me. I just need to know so I can move on but you say you don't know. you used to make me feel special and yes now I get jealous cause at times I have to watch you with others how it used to be with us. I'm sorry I find that hard because you've always been special to me. I'm sorry I enjoyed your company and I'm sorry for so many things but most of all I'm sorry if with all the shit we used to do I actually have a tiny feelings for you which I don't want! I just want to move on and feel I need an answer as to why it changed so much so quick. Sorry for dumping this on you and I don't wanna make it to awkward but I think it's already there. You may as well know why