I know this sounds childish and angsty but 8 months ago I moved from London to Glasgow due to bad family issues. I packed a carry on with a few pairs of panties and a few tops. I’m a 19 year old girl btw. Was 18 at the time. Anyways I have a good job now as a support worker and love it. But I have absolutely nobody. No friends or family. It’s not like I haven’t tried either. I talk to everyone about anything. Don’t get me wrong I have a good understanding of social queues but nobody seems to like me at all. I am never harsh but not fake nice either. Everyone just gives me that look. I know I’m not being paranoid either. People ask for my number and never reply to a single message. It makes me think, am I really that awkward and uncomfortable to talk to. My friends from London have picked up the phone twice. I have probably called over 300 times in the past 8 months. I’m so fucking lonely. Literally all I want is someone to give me a chance and go on a night out or something. Obviously not at the moment but in the summer maybe.
Is anybody else going through the same thing? How are you coping?