My parents died when I was extremely young and over the years I've just been passed around from one family member to another. I'm 21 now and I'm in no speaking terms with any of them because, when you're an orphan you're treated kind of different and too bad I'm the kind to stand up for myself and my family members are the kind who hate confrontation. So anyway, they cut me off completely, and I've never joined college cause I can't really afford it. Over the two years that I've been alone I've had it pretty rough because no one really ever taught me anything about the outside world. I got a job after asking around, no interview or anything, just got hired then it shut down. So now I've been walking around looking for jobs but I can't even get to write a CV let alone know which documents I need for an interview. I see everyone talking about paperwork when it comes to looking for jobs and I don't know what they're talking about. Please someone give me an in depth explanation on what papers I need for job interviews and I'll forever be grateful.
Also, I feel like my having grudges on people has made me so unproductive and inefficient in life because I feel like I'm focusing on all the bad things people have done to me instead of uplifting myself and being my number one fan. I want to be happy. I want to smile every day. I want to not have to worry. So I have decided to let it all go. Alex, Christine, Mary, Vanice, Monch, Davy, Jacky, I have forgiven all of you for what you did to me and I pray you have a blessed future.
When it comes to love, I'm sick and tired of not giving myself a chance. Sure I'm not the next Naomi Campbell or Gigi Hadid but I'm sure there's someone out there who would love me on the days that I look like prison food and the days I look like a snack. I'm sure there's someone out there who would be more than happy to have me by their side on their lowest of lows and in their highest of highs.
I'm sure there's someone who would appreciate me for who I am and be my friend and my love. Just know that if you're out there, somewhere I'll love you just as I have chosen to love me.
And for everyone who has taken their time to read my post, keep fighting the good fight.