He’s genuine, nice, and kind. He has a friendly demeanour. He knows how to include everyone, and he knows how to make you feel comfortable. He makes it easier when it’s awkward in any situation, like he’ll crack a joke or talk about something we have in common. However as much as he is easy going, he’s also assertive and stands up for himself and others. He has integrity. He reminds me of my dad.

But don’t get me wrong. I don’t let up on my feelings, I like who is he as a person but I’m taking this to the grave.

I’m only friends with him, and ONLY friends with him. I only address him if my roommates around. No one is aware how I feel. I hide it as much as I can. I am more friendly to my roommate than him.

To protect everyone, I’m going to keep this vague as I possibly can. I won’t say my gender or my roommates gender. I am sorry!

I really just needed to tell someone, so I can move on from it. I like my roommate cause they’re a good roommate of course. It is also hard to find good roommates in my area.

I need to remember what’s more important and that’s the relationship I have with my roommate.

I’m moving on from it, that’s it. It’s done.

I’m forgetting my awkward feelings towards myself about having a crush on him. If that makes sense?

I’m going to get myself one hot FWB from tinder so I can be easily distracted.

You know what they say?
Get under someone, amiright.

Wish me luck.
I’m sorry I’m on mobile, I’m hiding in my very large cupboard secretly writing this to you