My father and his wife hates me, my mother died 5 years ago (i am 15 now), he replaced my mother with an arab racist woman, my father is turk, my mother is white.

My father loves her more than me, thats obvious. He goes on dates with her, spend a lot of times with her, they have a child together and he loves his new daughter 100x more than me. I am just a left over. He tells his wife and daughter that he loves them and then he kisses them but to me he only say i love you and leaves. Thats unfair.

I tried to make their relationship bad:

She has a son, he is 17, i am 15 and my father and she share a baby now, she is 1 years old.

So what i did is, my step bro was going to a party, he took permission from her and i asked her too, she said no but i had already recorded her when she said ''just go, stop asking me, you can go'' she actually meant you can go the supermarkt (a different day/time).

So i followed my step bro, the party was kind of awful, smoking and you know a lot of bad stuff. I called my dad and cried a lot (fake crying), i told him that i am scared and that i shouldnt have came here, please come and take me. i told him that this guys are bad, smoking and doing stuff. you know my father was really so worried and shocked, after all i am his daughter. then in the car i told him that she said that i can go and that she actually wanted me to leave her alone because she didnt want to see me and a lot of stuff. i also made him listen to the recorder.

When we got home he was mad and furious. he asked her why she gave me permission to go to such a party. they had a fight but then he was also mad at me as if i have done something.

:( maybe he realized that it was just lies? or maybe he loves her more than me and believes her more than me?

Why would he hate me? am i that bad?