I hate my life and my father, he keeps me in prison and he treats me badly, i really dont want to live anymore, this is depressive, this is torture. I am going through a lot. This life is so hard, my life is over.
Posted Mar 7, 2019 20:33 by anonymous
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My father and his wife hates me, my mother died 5 years ago (i am 15 now), he replaced my mother with an arab racist woman, my father is turk, my mother is white.
My father loves her more than me, thats obvious. He goes on dates with her, spend a lot of times with her, they have a child together and he loves his new daughter 100x more than me. I am just a left over. He tells his wife and daughter that he loves them and then he kisses them but to me he only say i love you and leaves. Thats unfair.
I tried to make their relationship bad:
She has a son, he is 17, i am 15 and my father and she share a baby now, she is 1 years old.
So what i did is, my step bro was going to a party, he took permission from her and i asked her too, she said no but i had already recorded her when she said ''just go, stop asking me, you can go'' she actually meant you can go the supermarkt (a different day/time).
So i followed my step bro, the party was kind of awful, smoking and you know a lot of bad stuff. I called my dad and cried a lot (fake crying), i told him that i am scared and that i shouldnt have came here, please come and take me. i told him that this guys are bad, smoking and doing stuff. you know my father was really so worried and shocked, after all i am his daughter. then in the car i told him that she said that i can go and that she actually wanted me to leave her alone because she didnt want to see me and a lot of stuff. i also made him listen to the recorder.
When we got home he was mad and furious. he asked her why she gave me permission to go to such a party. they had a fight but then he was also mad at me as if i have done something.
:( maybe he realized that it was just lies? or maybe he loves her more than me and believes her more than me?
Why would he hate me? am i that bad?
Commented Mar 8, 2019 02:23 by anonymous
Run away as soon as possible.
Commented Mar 8, 2019 02:28 by anonymous
l hope you have an adult family member you can talk with. lt would even be better if you could live with them huggs
Commented Jun 28, 2020 21:51 by anonymous
Try to find any way that you can to make it to adulthood, then leave.
Commented Mar 30, 2022 07:47 by anonymous
Hay listen. Your young yet. You have your whole life ahead of you. Look, life isnt easy. Your dad maybe going thru something to. Im real sorry you lost your mom. I lost my father some years ago. It was very hard. Im a male. I had a very hard life, as a child i was molested but not by a family member. I was put thru some really nasty stuff. I thought just like you at first. Wanting to end it. But life is short. It goes by fast. Before you know it youll be out on your own, in love, and having your own child. Just do better then your father did at being a parent. Dont take the selfish way out. You will hurt more people then you think. That way is so final. Once you do that theres no coming back. Keep your head up. I pray everything works out for you.