I fucked up so badly today.
Posted Oct 4, 2019 00:39 by anonymous
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I fucked up. I fucked up so bad.
I don't even know how to go into detail. But I hurt a friend who I love very much, and even with sincere apologies, I'm not sure if she'll forgive me, or even if she does, if our friendship will ever be the same again. I have never, never regretted anything so much in my entire life. If I had the power to go back in time to change just one thing, one thing only, it would be this. But I can't.
This feels like a bad dream. I've been in and out of panic attacks all day. This morning started off so normal. Why did I fuck it up so much?
All I can do is wait and see what she has to say. I hope she can forgive me.
I don't know what I'll do with myself if she can't.
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Commented Oct 4, 2019 00:46 by anonymous
This is just you girl. This is what I was saying; YOu don't know how to love. You don't treat people well and then you play victim, its really not okay. But you know that already.