I feel like such an asshole but I’m so stupidly jealous of my close friend calling another person her best friend, and I think I’m jealous of her partner too. I’m maybe lowkey in love with her? WTF.
Posted Nov 22, 2018 02:31 by anonymous
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Her birthday just passed and she made a post about her best friend and her partner making it the best day ever. I felt like I got knifed in the chest and I have no idea why I had such a visceral response to it.
I’ve been noticing for the last few months that I feel SO oddly possessive of her in a way I don’t even feel with my boyfriend. I never ever express it to her of course, at this point I’m old enough to know never to act from jealousy.
But damn. It feels awful. I feel like I’m 14. I’m 26. She just turned 27.
Wtf is my deal??? I’m like, am I in love with her? I never thought that before. I’ve been thinking on it. I never felt attracted to her? But also I maybe am now? Am I gay? Ugh idk it’s just so weird and I wish I didn’t feel so rejected that I’m not her #1 best friend again like when we were younger.
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Commented Jul 23, 2019 00:13 by anonymous
Unless it has been explicitly said between the two of you that you're best friends you may not be someone she thinks of as a best friend. I've known people that say it's possible to have multiple best friends, so maybe your friend has that mindset. Appreciate her for the friend she is and the time together. You might part ways and 10 years from now have a best friend that is like a long lost twin.