Before I start to write anything I just want to say sorry for my eng, I'm from Russia and tbh people out there just make fun of each of my problem.

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So... let's start the story.. her name is Anastasia and she is my relative (cousin) We know each other for more than 14 years and she was the only friend I had. She is perfect student and perfect friend for others, but something went wrong with me. There was so many things that made me feel happy with her, but after sometime I started to see that she is trying to put her self higher than me, always talking about my flaws. ( my face, skin care, skills), talking behind my back and telling everyone not to speak with me. I take everything by heart and It really hurt me.

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Some situations:
Until 12 I never knew that I need to do eyebrow correction, once I found out she asked me "Why you started to take care of your self?" For me It sounded like she didn't like it. Okay, let's imagine It was misunderstanding

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Her mom and dad bought her a new piano and I asked her If I can try to play one melody her answer was "No, you haven't studied in music for 7 years school as am I, you don't know what to do" It hurtful...

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But the worst situation was when she invited me to her part of the city and I don't know really well where is what, so I was everywhere with her. We were walking through a lot of houses and after 10 min we came to the area of her school and how I found out she invited her 7 classmates when it supposed to be only us, okay I closed my eyes on that, but after that they started to move under fence to another place and I had no time on that because the bus was coming only once an hour and I needed to go back home she just ignored that and left me alone. She didn't called me, even not texted , if I'm okay or safe. My phone was uncharged and lucky for me I remembered the road, sadly I came home only at 10 pm, my mum worried so much.

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She always trying to find reason to make me feel bad and even her mum called my mum and said " Look at my daughter and yours, she always hang out with unknown people and blah blah" what was a lie.


She likes to talk about be behind my back how shitty I can be and boring.


She still think that I her best friend and nothing wrong...


This is how I see situation.. I want your advice.. Maybe for someone It's something casual, but It makes me cry and suffer. She is my all world, person who I trust and every time a new sorry...