Im 21, and long story short, there’s this absolutely beautiful girl I’ve always wanted to talk to and hang out with when I first saw her in high school, and fast forward a few years, I’m graduated and she’s just about to graduate. We’ve still never talked, but ive had her on friends list for a while but we never really talked. I was in a relationship and I recently got out of that relationship little over a month ago. I started talking daily to this new girl for almost 2 weeks now, I can already tell that she has a lot of respect for her self and I respect that so much and I appreciate that. But anyways, we made plans to hang out, it was around 8pm when we made the plans, I picked her up, we went for a walk with my dog at the dog park and chatted, then got some food and came back to my house and watched shows and talked and had a few drinks. The night was going amazing and I could not help but constantly smile the whole time. I can see she was enjoying herself. I honestly really genuinely felt so happy and i haven’t felt that way in an extremely long time, not even during my relationship. There’s just something about her and I just felt so good and happy around her. I have no idea how she feels, but at the end of the night when I dropped her off, she she was smiling and said she has a fun night. Now I’m pretty insecure and usually assume the worst. Today is the next day and we haven’t really talked much, she’s not talking as much as she was and I know she doesn’t have a busy day. Nothing happened the other night that made her uncomfortable or anything like that and she was smiling and laughing a lot. Idk what it is about her, but all damn day I just can’t get my mind off it and it’s killing me that someone like that can make me feel so happy and good when I’m with them and I don’t even know them that well and they don’t feel the same way. Maybe I’m thinking too far into it and maybe she’s just busy or something. Idk how she thinks. But I just needed to let this all out. It’s making me tear up.