36 weeks pregnant. Went into labor a few days ago (at 35 weeks) but it stopped after 6 hours. Had the epidural and everything. It just stopped. Of course I was really worried my child would have complications. But when he ended up not coming I just didn't know how to feel. I went home exhausted and empty handed and it took a couple days to feel normal again. My pregnancy has not been difficult by any means. I have no room to really complain. I've struggled emotionally which is normal. I'm tired of not feeling normal in my body. I'm a misshapen incubator. I miss my weed. I miss not having to worry about everything I put in my body. I miss the very fit body I had. After the labor scare I feel like I'm just having a hard time. I want to be done. I haven't felt connected like I did when I was pregnant with my first. I think after already experiencing it it's hard to be excited about housing what feels like a wrecking ball in my belly. I know it's selfish but I wish I could will him out. I can't imagine another month of this.