I don't want Christina neither. First, even if I once wanted her, it's my right to not want her anymore. It's like getting divorce after having sex or having children. Second, I didn't go to Vegas with her when her friends offered the trip. When Christina sat beside my table at a restaurant with new eyes and new nose, I didn't bother saying hello to her. I never wanted Christina that much.

I was merely offering a chance to date me to Christina because she seemed innocent enough for my college experience, dating experience. Also, it pissed me off how she rejected me even though she had been hitting on me before that. That's why I offered her a chance. That's why I was depressed after Christina rejected me. Because someone who seemed so innocent was pissed off at me even though I didn't do anything wrong, and because our mutual friends were pissed off at me.

I never wanted Christina that badly. I didn't go to Vegas with her when her friends offered a chance. The trip was not worth the efforts even though my parents were sufficiently rich at the time. Also, when Christina came back to me with new eyes and new nose, I didn't bother asking her out again. I was just depressed because an ugly innocent girl rejected me and our mutual friends were against me even though I didn't do anything wrong. Most importantly, even if I once wanted Christina but changed my mind, it's my right. I can have sex with someone then dump her. I can have children with a wife then divorce her. It's my right to change my mind anyway.

I don't want Christina. Christina (Yoona) has no rights over my decisions, actions, life regardless of how much efforts she had put into pursuing me because of her stupidity. Such efforts are greedy, self-centered, selfish. She shouldn't have put in any efforts in the first place by respecting my free will and freedom.