I just had to get this off my chest. I am currently a pre med student and becoming a doctor has been a dream of mine. Currently we moved onto actual live humans and since then I have been more scared. This is the real deal. You are responsible for a life. I get nervous. I make mistakes. I am jittery. I could be talking like i am relaxed and my heart would be in overdrive. My voice becomes low and i struggle to gain confidence. I don't know what comes over me and it hinders with my working. I don't think i can become a good doctor anymore. And that just makes me want to do good but my good isn't being good fast enough.