Ok so i will start from here I just finished high school I’m in a happy relationship we have been going strong for about 9 months but I’ve always had that feeling that she doesn’t really like me idk why but I grew up in a somewhat happy home but it had its bad times like all families but my S/O says that I have bad anxiety but I wouldn’t know. I’m always feeling our parents are the reason she is with me. The reason I feel this is because this one person I had dated before had told me after the break up( about 6 months) that she felt bad for me and that’s the reason that she did. So I’ve been giving it some thought and I’ve gone back to some of my old ways after I heard that mostly cutting and Idk I just have that feeling still in my head that I look bad and that the person I’m with is just with me because our parents knew each other. For anyone who was curious her mom and my mom had been friends since we were born so for that amount of time both of our parents were telling me and her that we should date and all that. Since we started dating I had a small feeling that was the case but I tried to brush it off.
TL:DR I feel worthless and hopefully my S/O isn’t only dating me because of how close our parents are.