I (18F) and my boyfriend Mike (18M) have been in a two year relationship. He’s currently over in another state finishing up his basic training and while he’s been gone
I’ve been thinking about my feelings about the whole relationship.

In May we began to have a lot of communication problems, I wanted more and he didn’t know what he wanted. I kept asking if he wanted to talk things out or if I should leave him alone and all he could say was I don’t know every single time I asked politely.

Later on we had a massive fight which resulted in us saying things we shouldn’t have. The next day I texted him asking if we could meet for lunch to apologize for my behavior. He did and while talking I found out he was hanging out with a girl named Jamie. I didn’t know Jamie well but found it weird he never told me and that they’ve been hanging out for a month.

I didn’t think anything of it until I asked someone people around asking if Jamie was a good person and to my surprise no she wasn’t and that she was well known to get with people boyfriends. After hearing that I flipped and i called him one night telling him that I didn’t want him hanging out with her because her reputation. And all he asked was “why?”

There was a whole bunch of shit that happened after that but he ended up begging me for another chance and I agreed, but every time I see his letter and I Love you’s at the end I feel nothing but pain. I don’t know what I should do and I will answer questions.