My father recently dug through my phone without me knowing and he did find nudes, sextings and chats and took photos of them as proof. He then found out I am not a virgin at the age of 20 and when he talked to me, he threatened to hospitalize me by beating me up. While talking he twice acted forward as if to hit me, only to be stopped by my sister.
He said the only thing he valued was his honor and I took this away by not waiting until I got married. He said we will change my phone number and get me a not-smart phone, as if that will change anything. And he said I will strictly go to school and come home. I will not spend much money and time with people.

God, what the fuck. This is the year 2019. Who the fuck cares if a young woman is a virgin if they’re not in need of a virgin’s blood for a dark magic ritual?

On top of all this, yesterday I said goodbye to the only person I’ve loved with all my heart and I don’t care about my father, but the fact that my now-ex won’t be with me for the rest of the ride fills my eyes with tears.

I can’t wait to graduate and move out. I really can’t.