I constantly dream about partners/crushes (not real people mind you, people that are manifested in my dreams and don't actually end up being real/based on anyone I know.) and it's such a weird but like, fun thing?
I will have a really comforting dream of finding someone who's a lot like me and we get along nicely, and end up together. It's usually really sweet, and there's this wholesome storyline in there too, and I'll wake up and not even be upset that it wasn't real, and I'll still retain a comforted feeling for a little while.
I just wonder sometimes why I have these kinds of dreams. Obviously it's something I want but don't even know if I'm ready for, given how much unprocessed shit I'm currently dealing with, but man. What I wouldn't give to have some of those dreams just be real..