I am a Hindu guy born in a fairly well to do family. My parents and grandparents are some of the best people I know, and I have had little to complain about in my life till now.

Ever since I hit my teens, I have had a...fetish? for Muslim girls. I have literally never fetishised any other type of girl in my life (white, black etc.) and I absolutely adore my fellow Hindu girls. However, I do seem to have a severe Madonna Whore complex when it comes to Muslim and Hindu girls, with me having romantic fantasies about Hindu girls and sexual ones about Muslim babes.

I absolutely hate that side of myself since I have a reputation of being a really nice, helping guy and a model student...and such thoughts go against the image that I have of myself.

I think this obsession stems from the extreme taboo that exists for Hindus and Muslims to have relationships with each other, due to one group being polytheist, mostly vegetarian idolators and the other being the exact opposite (monotheistic meat eaters). Also, my parents will be pretty accepting of almost any girl I bring home (white, black, asian) EXCEPT Muslim...

I really want to NOT think like this, but I guess my fantasies about me plowing a hijabi Muslim girl in the backyard of a temple while my parents are performing their prayer services will not stop in the near future...