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I (25f) just remembered when I was sexually abused by my stepfather when I was a child. Until last week, I hadn’t remembered, and it was just like reliving it all over again. I feel wrong, I don’t know when I’ll ever feel like myself again.

Posted Aug 11, 2019 19:10 by anonymous
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  • Commented Aug 11, 2019 19:19 by anonymous

    What does your step say about it?

  • Commented Aug 11, 2019 20:46 by anonymous

    Tell us what happened.

  • Commented Oct 5, 2019 02:01 by anonymous

    “Tell us what happened.”

    If you just remembered it then it’s nothing to worry about just a hot memory

  • Commented Jan 8, 2020 18:52 by anonymous

    Make a police report.

  • Commented Feb 25, 2020 19:10 by anonymous

    Your memory may be accurate, but you must be circumspect because you cannot know that your memory is correct unless you have corroborating evidence. The science of memory is quickly evolving, and you may want to watch the 2016 NOVA special called "Memory Hackers" to learn more about the reliability of memory. It is important that you get support to work through the difficulties you're experiencing, but this doesn't require making accusations that are likely to destroy numerous family relationships. Focus on living well and surround yourself with positive, nurturing people.

  • Commented May 3, 2020 03:09 by anonymous

    Your snowflake "me too" mind dreamed it up. Snowflakes can't tell the difference between dream and the real world.

  • Commented May 23, 2020 08:54 by Ilikelilgirls10

    I love the way people try to invalidate your memory's! You prolly were molested it's not uncommon! It doesn't have to be traumatizing though ! Turn the tables on your abuser tell him a flat out lie about someone he loves being raped or most abusers have multiple victims round them up and go beat the crap outa him

  • Commented Jun 9, 2020 15:34 by anonymous

    Well, what exactly happened? The issue of whether it is a real memory or possibly not could be resolved by your describing what you think happened. And maybe not. Freud is criticized because he often felt that his patients must be dreaming or making up abuse incidents, because they had infantalized sexual urges towards the parent, when perhaps the abuse actually happened. But to me it would seem that the details of the incident would indicate what actually happened. And in talking about it and getting it all out, it could help process the incident and get over the trauma of it.

  • Commented Aug 8, 2020 00:41 by anonymous

    You write nothing about the details of the sense in which you "didn't remember", nor about the circumstances of how you now come to "remember". As a result, I'll just have to take your description in the simple sense that you've given it. In that case:

    The idea of "repressed memories" has been thoroughly debunked. We can forget things because they're trivial or insignificant, but we don't go around forgetting things because they're massively important to us on a profoundly personal level, as trauma is by definition. Essentially, if it's traumatic, you didn't remember it, but now you do, then it didn't happen. Instead, the trauma is being inflicted right now, by whoever or whatever "helped" you to "retrieve" the "memory".

  • Commented Aug 8, 2020 00:47 by anonymous

    “Well, what exactly happened? The issue of whether it is a real memory or possibly not could be resolved by your describing what you think happened. And maybe not. Freud is criticized because he often felt that his patients must be dreaming or making up abuse incidents, because they had infantalized sexual urges towards the parent, when perhaps the abuse actually happened. But to me it would seem that the details of the incident would indicate what actually happened. And in talking about it and getting it all out, it could help process the incident and get over the trauma of it.”

    we all know he just wants to jack off, but he's also not lying

  • Commented Aug 8, 2020 00:55 by anonymous

    “I love the way people try to invalidate your memory's! You prolly were molested it's not uncommon! It doesn't have to be traumatizing though ! Turn the tables on your abuser tell him a flat out lie about someone he loves being raped or most abusers have multiple victims round them up and go beat the crap outa him ”

    Molestation happens, but isn't common. Repressed memories, though, never happens. There's not a single case of it that has been verified by scientific medical standards. It's entirely the domain of things like hypnotherapy, pop-psychology, feminist activism, alternative religion and sociology. It should be pretty obvious. After all, how stupid must you be, to believe that people forget things because they're massively important on a profoundly personal level? How long would a species survive, if that was one of it's brain features? If babies had a hard time learning not to touch fire, always forgetting the last time they burned themselves because it was so damn painful, the invention of fire would've been the end of human kind.

    If something feels very bad, physically or emotionally, we remember it better and recall it more often than other things. If something feels very good, the same applies, but not to the same extent.

  • Commented Aug 8, 2020 01:02 by anonymous

    Molestation is actually not all that rare, especially by mothers, who are almost never caught. What is rare is a complaining witness, for both of the reasons you might imagine, i.e., that some kids feel fine and that some kids feel scared.

  • Commented Oct 8, 2020 03:33 by anonymous

    Holy shit, everyone's advice is so bad it's impressive. It's extremely common for people who have been molested to not remember it until they are older and more capable of handling it, it's a defense mechanism the brain has developed. Same thing happened with me. What happened to you is real, I suggest you go to therapy like I did. It's extremely helpful. You can do whatever you want, you can forgive your abuser or tell them fuck off and die! You can make a police report or not. You get to respond to this however the hell you want to. Any one telling you to make a police report, ignore them and just do what you feel you should do. So many people say to do that yet they would never do it themselves if they were in your situation. It's rough and will probably turn up as nothing like with me. If you wanna talk just tell me and I'll give you my info to DM or text.

  • Commented Oct 8, 2020 03:49 by anonymous

    “Holy shit, everyone's advice is so bad it's impressive. It's extremely common for people who have been molested to not remember it until they are older and more capable of handling it, it's a defense mechanism the brain has developed. Same thing happened with me. What happened to you is real, I suggest you go to therapy like I did. It's extremely helpful. You can do whatever you want, you can forgive your abuser or tell them fuck off and die! You can make a police report or not. You get to respond to this however the hell you want to. Any one telling you to make a police report, ignore them and just do what you feel you should do. So many people say to do that yet they would never do it themselves if they were in your situation. It's rough and will probably turn up as nothing like with me. If you wanna talk just tell me and I'll give you my info to DM or text.”

    Holy cow, this thread is a disaster. Whoever wrote this response is the only one who is correct on this issue. Please ignore everything everyone else has written.
    If you haven't already sought counseling in order to help you deal with this, you should consider it. There may be support groups, physical and online that may be able to help too.
    Good luck.

  • Commented Dec 21, 2020 23:16 by anonymous

    “Your snowflake "me too" mind dreamed it up. Snowflakes can't tell the difference between dream and the real world.”

    hm, yeah, you're a real piece of shit aren't you?

  • Commented Jan 3, 2021 04:40 by anonymous

    how old were you when it happened? what happened? many young girls are naturally curious of their developing bodies and sex they send mixed/wrong signals to people they feel safe with. my step daughter has shown me her body and arched her back on all 4's in front of me, excited to see my reaction, so it is wrong to hug her cupping her breast and pinching her nipple? you had to be taught adult responses to your curious tease. take responsibility for your part. older might know better but how do you forget your nieve part?

  • Commented Jan 20, 2021 07:32 by anonymous

    This is what you do. Spend all your money on a dr that will do nothing for you and you will ruin your life crying about it anyway. Get over it. Go tell whoever off the get over it. Do you know how many people voted for Biden even after his own family member to,d the world he raped her repeatedly as a kid? That says it all how little people care.

  • Commented May 28, 2021 22:48 by anonymous

    “we all know he just wants to jack off, but he's also not lying”

    Yes...I mean noooo. I am just trying to help. Fap, fap, fap, fap, fap.

  • Commented May 28, 2021 22:50 by anonymous

    “This is what you do. Spend all your money on a dr that will do nothing for you and you will ruin your life crying about it anyway. Get over it. Go tell whoever off the get over it. Do you know how many people voted for Biden even after his own family member to,d the world he raped her repeatedly as a kid? That says it all how little people care. ”

    Don't forget to kick him on the balls.

  • Commented May 28, 2021 22:54 by anonymous

    Its like when a song is stuck in your head. It wont get unstuck till you hear it again. Scratch the itch and it will stop bothering you. Fuck him again.

  • Commented Jul 24, 2021 23:33 by anonymous

    Repressed memories are bullshit and can’t happen, it’s been scientifically proven.

  • Commented Sep 12, 2021 17:44 by anonymous

    “Your snowflake "me too" mind dreamed it up. Snowflakes can't tell the difference between dream and the real world.”

    Calling people “snowflakes” is so 2000 and late.

  • Commented Sep 17, 2021 02:09 by anonymous

    “Repressed memories are bullshit and can’t happen, it’s been scientifically proven. ”

    What a stupid uninformed comment

  • Commented Feb 11, 2022 14:28 by anonymous

    You have people who will listen to you. Post comments here.. write all your such feelings on a piece of paper and see it burn to ashes everytime. It’ll relieve your pain. Try it . It helps! Also report to police

  • Commented Mar 2, 2022 11:57 by anonymous

    “Holy shit, everyone's advice is so bad it's impressive. It's extremely common for people who have been molested to not remember it until they are older and more capable of handling it, it's a defense mechanism the brain has developed. Same thing happened with me. What happened to you is real, I suggest you go to therapy like I did. It's extremely helpful. You can do whatever you want, you can forgive your abuser or tell them fuck off and die! You can make a police report or not. You get to respond to this however the hell you want to. Any one telling you to make a police report, ignore them and just do what you feel you should do. So many people say to do that yet they would never do it themselves if they were in your situation. It's rough and will probably turn up as nothing like with me. If you wanna talk just tell me and I'll give you my info to DM or text.”

    both sides have wrong

    Dissociation (dis-association) happens where a person's brain isolates from a part of itself ( a memory, or trait or set of traits often mistaken for a personality).

    Also, therapy-induced false-memories happen where the Therapist wants or believes that the client is hiding something. Sometimes the Therapist is exhibiting Munchhausen's Syndrome, or even Munchhausen's Syndrome by Proxy as an initiative of their own struggling mentality.

    If you are in the "Repressed Memories" camp, you are probably being fooled by some or many cases of Therapy-Induced (iatrogenic) memories.

    Some repressed memories may be valid, and due to Dissociation.

    It is complicated, and the motives of all practitioners, and guardian figures, and the client themself must be fully explored before deciding what deserves belief.

    The phraise "Belief The Survivor" is a tautology and a cause of much more harm than "Disbelieve Everybody, and Demand Proof".

    Failing to prove things leads to innocents being punished, or re-punished.

    mjustsayin'

  • Commented Mar 29, 2022 17:01 by anonymous

    Jesus fucking christ people are fucking disgusting here. I have sinned a lot in life but regret it to the point where I have questioned my existence. If you find therapy helpful, go for it. If not, you have to take the hard way and process as getting over it.

    I remember a male teacher who said I could sit on his lap when it was movie time in elementary school. I didn’t realize anything strange with it back then but now that I am an adult it made me realize how fucked up it was. I haven’t told anyone about it but I am shocked.

  • Commented Jul 10, 2022 11:20 by anonymous

    30 F / l hear you and you are not alone. Repressed traumatic memories is a thing. A form of PTSD.
    I had/have been struggling with lots of sexual promiscuity with both boys and girls, my age and younger, throughout my teen years.
    My own memories were slowly resurfacing after my older brother's accidental death. First as sex dreams with my brother, so vivid that l would wake while orgasming or mid orgasm and had to just masturbate.
    But in those dreams we were both adults, but it started to trigger like a flashback memory images of him being on top of me when l was little and he was a teen. We had lots of sexual play between us, playing doctor, showing games that l do remember from wen l was like maybe eight or nine years old and he was like a very tall chubby fourteen or fifteen years old.
    l was ten when we had sexual intercourse. lt went on until l was almost fourteen and l started saying no because l was scared of getting pregnant. He got in trouble for stealing something and our father had him join the Army.
    Years went by, l was very sexualized and did not fit in socially with my circle of friends so l would hang out with the more fringe crowd. l frequently masturbated to porn vids. l would engage in one night stands with both boys and girls and then l would sometimes sexually molest both boys and girls l used to babysit that were like eight to eleven years old.
    My life was upside down. l did not drink or do drugs, but sexual acting out and orgasming was my drug. Since l was twenty four and getting help for sexual PTSD, l have re-centered my life. A long journey that others were hurt by.

    It IS a thing...not rare at all...just unspoken

  • Commented Aug 10, 2022 12:30 by anonymous

    It's perfectly natural for little girls to have sexual relationships with their fathers. Some call it abuse because they don't want to believe little girls are sexual beings capable of enjoying sex with their fathers. You weren't abused, you just had a lot of fun and exciting sex with your dad just like every other little girl out there. Love yourself you did nothing wrong and nothing bad ever happened to you.

  • Commented Aug 10, 2022 12:33 by anonymous

    Lying cunt is making it up for attention. She's probably too ugly for anyone to touch

  • Commented Aug 16, 2022 22:22 by anonymous

    “Calling people “snowflakes” is so 2000 and late. ”

    Saying "so 2000 and late" is even later, since it's 2022 already. Who are you, Chanel Westcoast?

  • Commented Oct 14, 2022 11:34 by anonymous

    “Holy shit, everyone's advice is so bad it's impressive. It's extremely common for people who have been molested to not remember it until they are older and more capable of handling it, it's a defense mechanism the brain has developed. Same thing happened with me. What happened to you is real, I suggest you go to therapy like I did. It's extremely helpful. You can do whatever you want, you can forgive your abuser or tell them fuck off and die! You can make a police report or not. You get to respond to this however the hell you want to. Any one telling you to make a police report, ignore them and just do what you feel you should do. So many people say to do that yet they would never do it themselves if they were in your situation. It's rough and will probably turn up as nothing like with me. If you wanna talk just tell me and I'll give you my info to DM or text.”

    Therapy is a racket and therapists are con artists.

  • Commented Oct 14, 2022 11:43 by anonymous

    i love molesting children cute lil girls that want attention i give them what they want
    if they cum its no rape

  • Commented Oct 31, 2022 01:53 by anonymous

    “Molestation happens, but isn't common. Repressed memories, though, never happens. There's not a single case of it that has been verified by scientific medical standards. It's entirely the domain of things like hypnotherapy, pop-psychology, feminist activism, alternative religion and sociology. It should be pretty obvious. After all, how stupid must you be, to believe that people forget things because they're massively important on a profoundly personal level? How long would a species survive, if that was one of it's brain features? If babies had a hard time learning not to touch fire, always forgetting the last time they burned themselves because it was so damn painful, the invention of fire would've been the end of human kind.

    If something feels very bad, physically or emotionally, we remember it better and recall it more often than other things. If something feels very good, the same applies, but not to the same extent.”

    I call BS. My dad passed away years ago. My sister who hasn't had the best relationship with my mom told her our dad molested her around the age of 7. When I heard this I was upset that she would bring this up 10 years after he passed away and if true which I seriously doubt it she should have kept it to herself and a therapist. She was using it to hurt my mom. These were my actual thoughts for several years afterwards. Then one day out of the blue while taking a walk I remembered for a period of time when my sister was 7 my dad would call her up to his room and have her close the door. This was usually the routine when we were getting punished so I sneaked up the stairs to see what was happening, I was very protective of my sister. I couldn't figure out what was happening and 15 minutes or so later she would come out and go back downstairs and continue to watch tv with me and our younger brother. When asked she said nothing happened didnt act upset so forget about it. This went 2-3 times a week for several months at least. She never once told me what was up and I couldn't eavesdrop well enough to find out but I had a feeling something sinister was happening. As kids we lived a highly sexualized neighborhood. We had a large foster home for girls who were all sexually abused and another home where two girls who were adopted were being raped regularly by their foster uncle. We all knew but no one could tell because he said they would lose their adoption and go back to foster care. We would play games that somehow became sexualized lots of playing DRS style games and pretty risque truth or dare and spin the bottle. All the girls ages 9-12 had been fucked regularly and enjoyed letting us guys feel them up rub their pussys try to fuck each other and get blow jobs. My sister would be playing with us at times which made me uncomfortable but I wasnt leaving knowing what's coming next. Over the next several years she would go out of her way while playing these games to make sure that when a sex act had to be performed on me the girl did it right and long enough. She would get right up on me as I fucked any of the girls and if one wanted to stop she would jump in and say she still had time left. This is freaked me out but I wasnt going to complain. I couldn't for the life of me understand why she was so concerned about me getting my rocks off. When she had to perform sexual acts on the other boys it gave me the heebie jeebies. She had a best friend who was my GF when we were 6-7 They came downstairs it was summer break and my sister goes I'm going to ask you something but you have to swear that you will never tell anyone what I'm about to ask. I had no idea and said sure. She says that Lisa wants you to take her virginity. She and my sister were 11 I was 12. I said sure no problem. We all went upstairs to her room where me and Lisa started taking our clothes off. Lisa goes I told your sister she could watch us from inside the closet she wants to watch. This freaked me out for some reason but hey no problem. We both naked got into bed her laying on her back legs spread me playing with her pussy my cock getting slightly bigger but no where near its potential or need to pop that cherry. I was getting embarrassed and said give me a minute trying to jerk it hard. My sister in the closet was to much I think. So now I'm feeling like a puss lying on the bed praying my dick get hard, I had a pretty nice cock for a 12 year old finall7 said to my sister to get out of the closet. She asked what's wrong I said I needed a minute and kept trying to get it hard. I guess it was to much weird pressure, my sister wanting to watch me fuck her BF. I'm thinking she cant stay and tell her she has to go she gets upset and says here let me do it I can make it hard and climbed up on the bed and proceeded to suck my cock working up and down the shaft caressing my balls then telling Lisa to help. I was in heaven but never thought this would happen my sister sucking me off incredibly well so I can fuck her best friend. I had to stop her so I wouldnt cum and told Lisa to get ready then slid my cock slowly in her tight little pussy. While I pounding away my sister has stripped and is still on the bed with us playing with her pussy and watching my cock pump in and out of her friend. I knew to pull out as I was about to cum and was going to spray it on Lisa my sister grabbed my cock saying let me and started sucking away again. We all layed in a pile afterward and I took advantage of my naked sister being next to me to play with her breast which were pretty nice especially for a 11 year old. I was sucking on them squeezing them and my dick was growing again. Lisa goes I want you to fuck your sister if that's ok with the both of you. I saw my sister wanted to and hey why not so she really deep throated me for a minute getting me rock hard and laid back spreading her legs for me. I slid right in no having to go gently like with Lisa my sister was no virgin. She wrapped her arms around me while whispering fuck me fuck me make me cum oh it feels so good. God what a slut I dont even know this girl. I spent about 5 minutes pounding away then telling her I'm about to cum and pulled out while she leaped forward taking it in her mouth swallowing all my cum. It was incredible incredibly strange and incredibly hot. I had no idea what was up with my sister sexually wise her willingness to look out for me when we were younger and now this. On one hand I was fantasizing no more jacking off I'll just go upstairs and let her suck me dry and on the other hand had just committed incest with my sister, my parents will send me away my life is ruined. After walking around avoiding each other for a few days I snuck upstairs after my little brother went out to play to see if my sister was awake yet and get me some. She was still asleep so I started touching her softly her breast and between her legs pulling my cock out assuming I'd get it sucked as she wakes up, WRONG. She yelled for me to get out and stay out. What how about us fucking she started yelling out out out. I was bummed. Later that day she said that we can never do that again it was wrong I was telling her it wasnt wrong it was our secret and felt great she said no no more ever again and walked away. I figured give it a week. It lasted 2 more years. Eventually we would get it on together regularly for the next 6 years then 3-4 times a year. It wasnt till after I remembered her being called upstairs that I asked to meet her to apologize and ask her about it. It was true my dad had her up there first playing with him while he licked her clit teaching her to play with herself. Then learning how to blow him as well as a 7 year old can. He also managed to find the time to spend almost full days with her and fucked her. This is where she learned to suck cock so well and fuck like an adult. He would pick her up at school after leaving his job saying he didn't feel well. At the school he call and say she had an appointment then take her home my mom being at work and use and abuse her. When I asked about it and why she never told me she said it was her and daddys secret she liked doing it. She also told me they were still doing it till she was 27 and her 1st husband would join in. God this made my dick hard I felt like such a pervert. Getting hard listening to how my dad raped my baby sister and thinking I gotta get us somewhere to fuck! We went immediately to a hotel and she told me all the perverted things daddy did to her and how she really enjoyed it said it felt good and made her feel special. She then had me pretend to be my dad and recreate how he took her cherry when she turned 8. I've never cum so hard. I wish I had caught them so I could have joined the fun. All those years I completely blacked out her visits upstairs to dad's room till it came roaring back out of the blue.

  • Commented Dec 4, 2022 10:24 by anonymous

    I loved having sex with my step dad it started when i was 9 or 10 mum use to get drunk and pass out that when he started hitting on me i use to see them having sex alot and my step dad wasn't shy about walking around the house naked and my mom didn't say anything about it or stop him from doing it . When i was in the bath or shower he would come in to use to bathroom and he would talk to me has he was stirring at my body which made me feel uncomfortable especially when i seen his cock getting hard he use to tell me i was a good looking girl . Well he started coming into my bedroom nakex when mom was passed out and he started getting in bed with me and he started kissing me tben sucking my little tits and my nipples has he was playing with my bold pussy i didnt know what to do so i jyst layed there he started licking my pussy which i liked then he would get me to play with his cock then he got me to suck it . But the 1st time he put his cock in me it hurt like hell but it was a nice hurt and he slowly started fucking me which i started to enjoy after a few tines and when he was going to cum he would either cum over my stomach and my littke tits ir he would get me to suck his cock and cun in my mouth and make me swallow it which took me a while to get use to the taste of his spunk . Well this went on for a few months before my mom came in and caught us in bed together i was expecting her to go of her head but she didnt she sat in my bed and she made him carry on fucking me and telling him to fuck me harder and has he was going to cum he pulled his cock out of my pussy my mom grabbed his cock and she started sucking it until he finished Cumming in her mouth then my mom told me to open my mouth and my mother spat his spunk into my mouth and made me swallow it . After that night the 3 of us started having sex together my mom started licking my pussy out and he got me to lick my mom's pussy out we both sucked his cock together and my mom took me to the doctors and she got me on the pill so my step dad could start Cumming in me which i enjoyed. I love licking his spunk out of my mothers pussy and she enjoyed licking his spunk out of my pussy. They even went out and bought a strap on so me and mom could use it on each other to fuck each other and we even used it on my step dad . Well when i was 16 my mother took me of the pill and my step dad to put his seed in me until i got pregnant we had a little girl together. I cant wait until she is older so she can join in with us she join's us in bed and she watches us fuck and we got her to play with us and his cock

  • Commented Dec 5, 2022 08:42 by anonymous

    “I call BS. My dad passed away years ago. My sister who hasn't had the best relationship with my mom told her our dad molested her around the age of 7. When I heard this I was upset that she would bring this up 10 years after he passed away and if true which I seriously doubt it she should have kept it to herself and a therapist. She was using it to hurt my mom. These were my actual thoughts for several years afterwards. Then one day out of the blue while taking a walk I remembered for a period of time when my sister was 7 my dad would call her up to his room and have her close the door. This was usually the routine when we were getting punished so I sneaked up the stairs to see what was happening, I was very protective of my sister. I couldn't figure out what was happening and 15 minutes or so later she would come out and go back downstairs and continue to watch tv with me and our younger brother. When asked she said nothing happened didnt act upset so forget about it. This went 2-3 times a week for several months at least. She never once told me what was up and I couldn't eavesdrop well enough to find out but I had a feeling something sinister was happening. As kids we lived a highly sexualized neighborhood. We had a large foster home for girls who were all sexually abused and another home where two girls who were adopted were being raped regularly by their foster uncle. We all knew but no one could tell because he said they would lose their adoption and go back to foster care. We would play games that somehow became sexualized lots of playing DRS style games and pretty risque truth or dare and spin the bottle. All the girls ages 9-12 had been fucked regularly and enjoyed letting us guys feel them up rub their pussys try to fuck each other and get blow jobs. My sister would be playing with us at times which made me uncomfortable but I wasnt leaving knowing what's coming next. Over the next several years she would go out of her way while playing these games to make sure that when a sex act had to be performed on me the girl did it right and long enough. She would get right up on me as I fucked any of the girls and if one wanted to stop she would jump in and say she still had time left. This is freaked me out but I wasnt going to complain. I couldn't for the life of me understand why she was so concerned about me getting my rocks off. When she had to perform sexual acts on the other boys it gave me the heebie jeebies. She had a best friend who was my GF when we were 6-7 They came downstairs it was summer break and my sister goes I'm going to ask you something but you have to swear that you will never tell anyone what I'm about to ask. I had no idea and said sure. She says that Lisa wants you to take her virginity. She and my sister were 11 I was 12. I said sure no problem. We all went upstairs to her room where me and Lisa started taking our clothes off. Lisa goes I told your sister she could watch us from inside the closet she wants to watch. This freaked me out for some reason but hey no problem. We both naked got into bed her laying on her back legs spread me playing with her pussy my cock getting slightly bigger but no where near its potential or need to pop that cherry. I was getting embarrassed and said give me a minute trying to jerk it hard. My sister in the closet was to much I think. So now I'm feeling like a puss lying on the bed praying my dick get hard, I had a pretty nice cock for a 12 year old finall7 said to my sister to get out of the closet. She asked what's wrong I said I needed a minute and kept trying to get it hard. I guess it was to much weird pressure, my sister wanting to watch me fuck her BF. I'm thinking she cant stay and tell her she has to go she gets upset and says here let me do it I can make it hard and climbed up on the bed and proceeded to suck my cock working up and down the shaft caressing my balls then telling Lisa to help. I was in heaven but never thought this would happen my sister sucking me off incredibly well so I can fuck her best friend. I had to stop her so I wouldnt cum and told Lisa to get ready then slid my cock slowly in her tight little pussy. While I pounding away my sister has stripped and is still on the bed with us playing with her pussy and watching my cock pump in and out of her friend. I knew to pull out as I was about to cum and was going to spray it on Lisa my sister grabbed my cock saying let me and started sucking away again. We all layed in a pile afterward and I took advantage of my naked sister being next to me to play with her breast which were pretty nice especially for a 11 year old. I was sucking on them squeezing them and my dick was growing again. Lisa goes I want you to fuck your sister if that's ok with the both of you. I saw my sister wanted to and hey why not so she really deep throated me for a minute getting me rock hard and laid back spreading her legs for me. I slid right in no having to go gently like with Lisa my sister was no virgin. She wrapped her arms around me while whispering fuck me fuck me make me cum oh it feels so good. God what a slut I dont even know this girl. I spent about 5 minutes pounding away then telling her I'm about to cum and pulled out while she leaped forward taking it in her mouth swallowing all my cum. It was incredible incredibly strange and incredibly hot. I had no idea what was up with my sister sexually wise her willingness to look out for me when we were younger and now this. On one hand I was fantasizing no more jacking off I'll just go upstairs and let her suck me dry and on the other hand had just committed incest with my sister, my parents will send me away my life is ruined. After walking around avoiding each other for a few days I snuck upstairs after my little brother went out to play to see if my sister was awake yet and get me some. She was still asleep so I started touching her softly her breast and between her legs pulling my cock out assuming I'd get it sucked as she wakes up, WRONG. She yelled for me to get out and stay out. What how about us fucking she started yelling out out out. I was bummed. Later that day she said that we can never do that again it was wrong I was telling her it wasnt wrong it was our secret and felt great she said no no more ever again and walked away. I figured give it a week. It lasted 2 more years. Eventually we would get it on together regularly for the next 6 years then 3-4 times a year. It wasnt till after I remembered her being called upstairs that I asked to meet her to apologize and ask her about it. It was true my dad had her up there first playing with him while he licked her clit teaching her to play with herself. Then learning how to blow him as well as a 7 year old can. He also managed to find the time to spend almost full days with her and fucked her. This is where she learned to suck cock so well and fuck like an adult. He would pick her up at school after leaving his job saying he didn't feel well. At the school he call and say she had an appointment then take her home my mom being at work and use and abuse her. When I asked about it and why she never told me she said it was her and daddys secret she liked doing it. She also told me they were still doing it till she was 27 and her 1st husband would join in. God this made my dick hard I felt like such a pervert. Getting hard listening to how my dad raped my baby sister and thinking I gotta get us somewhere to fuck! We went immediately to a hotel and she told me all the perverted things daddy did to her and how she really enjoyed it said it felt good and made her feel special. She then had me pretend to be my dad and recreate how he took her cherry when she turned 8. I've never cum so hard. I wish I had caught them so I could have joined the fun. All those years I completely blacked out her visits upstairs to dad's room till it came roaring back out of the blue.”

    Wow thats hot. I wish my brothers and my dad had raped me as a child. I like to make believe the men I hook up with are my brothers or my dad molesting me at age 7. When I see one of my brothers now days I end up getting to drunk and slutty hoping they take advantage of me. I am to chicken to ask first but would love for all 5 of them to gangbang me. This is my biggest fantasy anyone have any ideas on how I can make it come true?

  • Commented Dec 5, 2022 09:17 by anonymous

    “Holy shit, everyone's advice is so bad it's impressive. It's extremely common for people who have been molested to not remember it until they are older and more capable of handling it, it's a defense mechanism the brain has developed. Same thing happened with me. What happened to you is real, I suggest you go to therapy like I did. It's extremely helpful. You can do whatever you want, you can forgive your abuser or tell them fuck off and die! You can make a police report or not. You get to respond to this however the hell you want to. Any one telling you to make a police report, ignore them and just do what you feel you should do. So many people say to do that yet they would never do it themselves if they were in your situation. It's rough and will probably turn up as nothing like with me. If you wanna talk just tell me and I'll give you my info to DM or text.”

    Therapy is a racket and therapists are con artists. Alleged abuse never happened. Just a daydream.

  • Commented Mar 21, 2023 02:11 by anonymous

    “Wow thats hot. I wish my brothers and my dad had raped me as a child. I like to make believe the men I hook up with are my brothers or my dad molesting me at age 7. When I see one of my brothers now days I end up getting to drunk and slutty hoping they take advantage of me. I am to chicken to ask first but would love for all 5 of them to gangbang me. This is my biggest fantasy anyone have any ideas on how I can make it come true?”

    How can I DM you? Leave me your contact info and I will show you what you need to do to have your fantasy fufilled without embarrassing yourself or your bros if it isn't going to happen quite yet (but it will)

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