Going back in about 2-3 months. Up to now I've only seen faces since I FaceTime with my parents a few times a week but honestly I'm scared both for me and for them

Growing up everyone saw that my family and I were complete opposites in every way possible. Once I left I didn't have anyone from fully embracing it I guess? And well, I've changed so much more than my parents are able to realize right now.

There's the being scared for them. I mentioned we were complete opposite and in a way it's in a literal sense. I grew up always caring so much about about weight. I started working out, built a pound or two in muscle. The thing I've noticed though is that once I left the house all of my siblings weights went dramatically up in a short amount of time.

Last Monday I was texting my brother and I've always asked about his weight and he'd always be like "idk" but this time I legit needed to know his weight because I had these glasses frames I didn't use so I was gonna give em to him. He's like "they might not fit" and I'm like "?? What u mean they might not fit??" Long story short he now weighs in the 500lb range.. 3 years ago he was 240. Thats legit dangerous now

My other sister is apparently also nearing the 400 range and she's 16

But as for me, I know for a fact I have one or two things they'd definitely hate about me now. I've been looking at getting a sleeve but haven't been able to since I'm in the military. Once I get out I'll definitely get one along with a few other things. Parents hate tattoos tho

Dunno the whole thing is sad in a way