We both somehow downloaded Bumble and matched with each other on the same day, but still were talking to other people before we took each other seriously. After a month of us talking to other people, you reached out to me again- and everything took flight.

We instantly clicked, sharing so much of the same passion, interests, and stories. You called me on that same night— I’ve never felt so happy just to talk to someone about our pursuits and ambitions. We then went to brunch the next day, and honestly, it was quite awkward and I was so incredibly shy and timid. I remember my heart beating so fast when I asked for your consent to cuddle with you on your couch, and being overjoyed when you said yes. Then you drove me back while listening to “daft pretty boys” as the sun sets. We didn’t talk much in the car then but I felt so comfortable just being with you.

Then finals rolled around and we couldn’t talk to each other much, and even then we were both still talking to other people. I was scared of being hurt, you were scared of commitment. Plans were made but fell through and I had to fly home for winter break. But then out of nowhere you asked me to play a game with you, I was still so shy and didn’t know how to talk to you. But then we clicked again, and I’ve never had so much fun talking to someone about our stories and social issues we’re so passionate about. You try your best to empathize with and understand my experiences, our cultural differences, and even when you don’t know what to say, you’re still so supportive and mature. You’re so eloquent with the way you carry yourself and talk, maybe that’s why I fell so hard.

When I finally saw you again after break, I knew this was it. When we showered together for the first time, it was the most intimate connection I’ve ever fostered with anyone. Our first time together was wonderful, but just being with you makes me feel so warm. When we were both honest with ourselves and decided to give us a go, I was so happy. I love being with you.

It’s been 5 months now, but I do feel like I’ve known you far longer. I miss our late night food runs, our long drives, our dorky adventures, our cooking shenanigans, and just being with you. You’re so incredibly caring, your family is so sweet, and you bring out the best in me. Thank you for being so patient when I’m being difficult. Thank you for saying “I love you” and showing affections even when you’re upset.

Although I’m across the world right now pursuing an incredible abroad experience, I can’t wait to be back home to you. From staying up late to waking up early just to talk to me, you’re so patient and loving. I miss you dearly. I love you.