Throughout my life, friend's have been an odd thing with me. Not that I had any, they either weren't for me, or just really weren't friends. I have almost finished high school and I wish this happened to me earlier. I've been in this loop in constantly hanging out with different group of friends at school, with them either trying to use me or just truly don't care for each other. After all these years I have found a small group of friends who have actually been the ones to start the conversation and actually invited me to places for the sake of friendship and not usage. For the first time I'm actually having solid interests hobbies thanks to them, I have someone to look up to, and people to actually geniuley care about their wellbeing. For the first time, I feel I have friends that will last for years, and I hope we spend our college years together. If one way or another they know who I am and stumble across this, thank you, and I wish for a good life for them and you reading this