I have been having a pretty tough time earlier but all thanks to some people I met online, speaking to them just make me feel much better! BUT when I speak to them, I am just too happy that I got some people i talk to, and I message instantly and send alot of texts and stuff! And then I start thinking that maybe Im just being a bother when they reply slowly or with a short reply. Im not blaming them, I am just feeling that maybe I am too excited that maybe this would lead me to lose them or something! Yet idk how they see it and Im afraid to talk about it or open up about this to anyone

So literally swinging, dont know when i will stop or fall
Any help is welcome! Thank you