It feels like no matter what I do, or how hard I work, that nothing is going right. I'm depressed and stressed, and trying to reach out to my girlfriend has made her more depressed. I feel guilty asking for help. She wants me to be better, and i'm trying, but i'm afraid of failing.

I'm sick, i don't know what with, but the constant pain is weakening me, dashing my concentration, cost me my job. I'm trying so hard to get a new job, to further my education, to improve my health. But now i'm nervous. I don't wanna keep letting her down. I don't want to let myself down.

I just feel like i'm empty. Stressed and empty with no way out.