I don’t know why. I feel like she’s haunting me. It’s not like I see her or anything, it’s just in my dreams.
We got divorced, and a few years later she died. I dream about her a lot.
The thing is I’m with someone now, yet my ex sometimes appears in my dreams. Telling me she loves me, and a few times saying she hates me. How could I be with someone else, etc.

I don’t know how she’s going to act in the dream. Sometimes good, sometimes bad and said I ruined her life.
it’s fucked up. I wish they would go away .

We were not on good terms when she died, but damn I didn’t want her to die. We almost hated each other basically it got so bad.