Idk I've never been someone good with checking my emotions. What i know is that I've masturbated a lot for the last 2 years(i was 16) until like August this year. I was in isolation due to COVID so not much contact with ppl my age either and suddenly now I'm 18, out there experiencing world, living by myself and i feel like everyone's a bit too nice to me and like me from the jump, when I'm in the class i feel like ppl are stealing glances at me and idk i think porn has wired my head in such a way where i think everyone loves me or smth, is this normal?

I'm sorry if this sounds stupid, you can laugh