I know that my side of story will vary and dont want to make her look like total crap because I sure did my part on the relationship. We (me 23M and 24F) have been together over 5 years (living for 3). We both struggled alot, hurt each other alot. I stopped drinking because I was acting like a total dickhead (brawls, fights with my gf etc etc). We always managed to get through it but now I have the feeling the love from her is gone. She doesnt want to invest in the relationship, always gets angry, does thing she hated when i did them (but now she changed her opinion so its ok for her to do them), she spends every saturday with her family drinking. During the week she works or is at school so when she comes home she is tired or doesnt want to do anything. I feel like I cant have my saying. When she gets drunk she is really hurtful towards me, acts like she doesnt give a fuck about me etc etc. I always thought we could overcome anything in our path but lately I have been thinking if I would not been better of alone. Scared of loneliness for sure but… I possibly cannot sum it up, we had beautifull and absolutely terrible moments. I feel she like she is happiest around everyone else (mostly her family) except for me. I see how she tolerates everything bad they do but once I do something it is a shitstorm. I am so confused and scared….