So I recently rekindled a friendship with this girl from high school. We have a complicated history we’ve always been into each other but it was never the right time. We would always be with other people but when we weren’t we never dated we just enjoyed our company and it was perfect. We stopped talking because of her ex boyfriend they got serious and they were even got engaged. I also recently got out of a serious relationship but she messaged me one day and we started catching up it was awesome. She told me she cheated and they broke up after he went to the navy. Now I’ve been talking and spending a lot of time together in secret because both her and my friends would disapprove of each other. A lot of people do think ill of her but I’ve known her for so long that she’s nothing but dear to me. The last couple of days she seemed to have lost interest in me and started hanging out with a childhood friend and this morning he asked me about her how he’s trying to get with her because he knows I have a history with her. I said to just take her feelings into consideration and to do him. I hated my response but I didn’t know what else to say. Now this girl I’ve been into for years is spending time with an old friend of mine and I’m jealous as hell but I know all I’m gonna do is watch from the sidelines. She still contacts me a few times through our the day and I always say I won’t reply but I always do instantly. I need advice and honestly some encouraging words. Thanks for listening to my rant :)