My earliest relationship was with a girl, in 8th grade. She was really beautiful and was popular too, in our all-girls school. When our semester finished she ended the relationship abruptly because apparently she had to focus on her studies to get into a better high school. Being someone who came from a strict family I understood what kind of pressure she must have been under, so I was like...okay.
Next, there was this another girl in the same class as me. We'd been friends for a long time and it was no secret that I'd totally pursue a relationship with her given the chance. she was shorter than me and we complimented each other. I liked it so much.

Except that two months later one of our friends asked her out and she told me that she wanted to venture other relationships too. I was like????? But it became clear to me that her attention belonged to someone else now so breaking up was the only option. We however remained good friends throughout our school life.

I really liked them both and I know I would've committed myself to them had they given me the chance. It feels weird now, thinking about all that. I was so young but somehow I felt really protective about them (not in the unhealthy way, but in a "I want to stay and nurture our relationship" kinda way). Especially I didn't expect my second gf to leave me since we were already such great friends. Amazing bond. I hope they're both doing fine, although the last time I checked my first gf has turned totally heterosexual. I guess it was just a phase for her. I'm still happy for them both tho. That's it. had to get all this off my chest.