Ok no. Clickbait. We met ten years ago.

Now. We've been friends since middle school. We moved to the same city. We study in the same university. But we are busy, right? We have our own stuff to do, and we make our own friends as we go. Yes, that's completely normal and understandable.

But after months and months trying to hang out together between school and studying and goingback to our hometown for different breaks, we've seen eachother like... 7 times. Total. For like almost a year.

And now it's summer break and I wanted to meet, but she was in City A and I was in City B, and then we both were in City B but she was busy and then I went City A and she said she would go as well... and she hasn't!

And she's having fun! With her family and friends and shit, but I feel so fucking left out. And now the guy she was seeing is now officially her boyfriend and she's 700 kilometers away and I can't celebrate with her...

I really feel like she's just not putting any effort. I'm seeing a guy and I don't wanna tell her. It's like she's not worthy of knowing about my personal life anymore.

I don't feel good about it. This summer we were supposed to get fucked up partuing and drinking and staying up late watching movies and eating sushi until we exploted. We agreed on that! For months we said we would!! But now she is... doing her own thing.

And I fear summer is gonna end soon and classes are gonna start and once again she's gonna be "too busy" to hang out and still party with her own friends twice a month.

I'm angry at her. For ghosting me like that. That fucker.