Being autistic makes people think I’m mean. I don’t want to hurt anyone ever. I don’t know how to write things down that makes sense to other people. The points I try to make sometimes hurt people, and hurting people is my biggest fear.
Posted Oct 4, 2018 06:22 by anonymous
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I process and respond to language differently. Maybe it’s because I can’t always pick up on tone. I come across as a jerk most of the time online I think, but I don’t want to hurt anyone. The way I string together sentences in a logical way for me does not seem to be logical to other people. It makes people think I don’t care about them or their feelings, but the thing is I care about people so much it hurts. I cry when I upset even strangers online. I wish people understood my brain. I don’t know how to make people feel loved and understood, but I’m really trying hard. I’m crying writing this and I can only assume that’s not normal.
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Commented May 11, 2020 19:39 by anonymous
It’s okay, the fact that you care so much means that the people who would take it personally (those who matter close to you) might not mind. And as for upsetting people online, unless you’re insulting their appearance or something, people who would carry an online offence with them and not let it go are going to find something to upset them online anyway. Don’t worry so much about it, you seem alright.
Commented May 11, 2020 19:53 by anonymous
It would be nice to think Twister was writing this, but we'd be kidding ourselves. It's not her style and she makes no apologies for her behaviour. Nor does she regard autism as a condition with which she is afflicted. Makes me think the post is FAKE and not written by somone with autism, because they would not think about others that way, bur rather written by someon who thinks they know better than those who have the condition what they need
Commented Jun 29, 2020 19:19 by anonymous
If your intentions are good and it’s sounds like they are your all good man. Doesn’t matter what others think, feel, or say cause that’s there trip don’t hold back your honestly and voice of you hurt someone’s feeling that’s sometimes a good thing. It means you struck a nerve in them or a subconscious truth they aren’t willing to face at the time. Meaning well is always good bad intentions yield bad Karma.