An Ode to an EX: A Soulmate in Sheep's Clothing (life lesson)
I took you with a grain of salt you know. In the back of my mind I felt that you raised a few yellow if not red flags but pressed on since I couldn't even describe vaguely what they would be. So my intuition remained squelched. You seemed too perfect. (Red flag). You declared love but couldn't remember my eye color in the love odes written to me (red flag).
You insisted our similar mental health DXS AND HXS implied natural mutual understanding. That was a lie. Despite claiming to be as much of a dark demented head-case as I was.....you had no clue, no insight into the how's and whys of my suffering. I find it ironic I dumped you the week I asked you to come down to give me moral support as I began EMDR therapy. Unlike you I don't take pride in my darkness and don't revel in my "broken-ness". I think you studied me and tailored yourself to suit what you thought were my needs. You even said yourself that you were the literal answer to my prayers. (Lol. I know, right ladies?) Then when the reality of actually dealing with my health issues and and my inability to cater to your ever changing wants and needs. (Doesn't help when you refuse to communicate either) caused your mask to fail. So I did what any strong woman would do. I banished the wolf. You claimed I lied and YOU dumped ME! False! YOU lied 1st, from the start. There was never a real relationship to begin with. Only finely spun rhetoric and fantasy. Even Pepperidge_Remembers your lies. Bye bye sad wolf.
Posted Feb 5, 2019 15:31 by anonymous
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