My day has the been the same for the last 10 years every day all my family spit out the emotions to me

1-mom complains to me from what my sisters are doing to her and dont help in house work and how my grandmother is not trating her well, and how my grades are not satisfying her. She is milking me financially, she only gives me the car to drive when it needs gas, asks me to buy groceries from my own pocket money. And also she treats my grandmother the worst

2-older sister talks about how her friends are all happy and she is not, how work is hard and demanding, how she is tired and sick from working a lot. While she is actually a hippy and she is the laziest person I know of, she barely gets a thing done.

3- other sister complains about how my older sister doesnt help her and always bails when hous work comes to mind, how my mom isn't fond of her fiancée and how my grandmother is so mean to her. She is the most demanding person I know of, she wants me to drive her to work at 6 am daily even on my off days from college, she even cries if I dont check up on her at least twice a day. And always wants me to biased towards her in any discussion she even insulted me today in front of her friends for going out and asking her to call an uber instead of picking her up.

4-grandmother allways complains about how we are not organized and dont follow her rules,how we dont manage time and how my sisters are not helpfull, she is fairly old and doesnt get the current generation. When she asks me to do anything she insists that it must be done the same way she was to do it, even how I hold cups and fill bottles. My sisters and mom are not kind to her but shee needs a lot of care with age. She also makes fudes with neighbors every day and I have to settle everything as am the only man here

Having read about my family, I get to drive people to work, I clean the house and the dishes, do most of laundry, keep with my parents medication timinigs,prepare my mothers work for her as I prepare the materials she lecture, go to college, study and prepare myself for work as I graduate soon.


Meanwhile I have feelings for a college friend who I cant Even afford to buy a shoe from the same brand she wears, and dont even live to half her standards.


I cant get no relief or chill in my life,from all the pressure they put on me I became a hypertensive patient at 18 years old I cant have a social life because of the responsibilities and insane demand the ask for.

I am lost and dont even know where to find comfort

Just to give the person who reads this a background I am a 21 year old Egyptian male, muslim and a college student, have two sisters that are older than me, father passed when I was 11 and living with my mother, grandmother and sisters in a family owned house which is common in the MiddleEastern family.